Brother ODed a few weeks ago and now a couple days ago my gma passed.
I have never felt this kind of pain before. This s*** ruined my whole year for me.
You can see the sadness in my face. I don’t want care about small talk I’m just auto piloting through work. I am talking to close friends but I’ve just been by myself for a min.
Brother ODed a few weeks ago and now a couple days ago my gma passed.
I have never felt this kind of pain before. This s*** ruined my whole year for me.
You can see the sadness in my face. I don’t want care about small talk I’m just auto piloting through work. I am talking to close friends but I’ve just been by myself for a min.
did ur brother pass
not to b**** or anything but sometimes i wish i could go an have a social life i always work weekends because of work seniority and tbh i dont got friends i do but not crazy amount like a few good ones and family is always busy and basically everyone has their own lives and when im off people dont wanna go out because there and have their own lives again and not having a gf kinda sucks too ?
what to do in your opinion ?
I feel like s*** right now, my phobias are back I cant f***ing sleep....even music doesnt help anymore, it just makes me realize how much of a sad piece of s*** I am no wonder I'm alone and have no one to genuinely care about me...I blame myself and no one but myself...I dont wanna die or feel suicidal tho...for once in my life I want to enjoy life but I cant
I look at my dog and my father and the thought that they'll both die before I do is haunting me
s***, I just needed to vent
good let it out to help your sleep, sleeo in a dark room close your eyes and breath a few times slowly it helps and dont panick if you cant sleep makes it worse
Yeah he did
sorry to hear man f***, get some therapy or talk to family man f*** i wish all the best for you and ur fam
not to b**** or anything but sometimes i wish i could go an have a social life i always work weekends because of work seniority and tbh i dont got friends i do but not crazy amount like a few good ones and family is always busy and basically everyone has their own lives and when im off people dont wanna go out because there and have their own lives again and not having a gf kinda sucks too ?
what to do in your opinion ?
Vote Bernie warren or yang
This modern ideal of a work oriented life is f***ing poison
Yeah he did
You'll get thru these hard times man. I'm sure u know this life s*** is a journey stay strong and find that motivation to keep growing. It's all ups an downs but the memories make it all worth it
Life is a form of art itself ur life is a unique story u can make it a beautiful one
i feel that knot coming back and it’s cause i texted her
i did it to myself as per usual
Vote Bernie warren or yang
This modern ideal of a work oriented life is f***ing poison
lol how if its my decision
I can't calm down. I feel so many emotions and I can't control em and its awful. I wanna f***ing fight everybody i feel awful