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  • Feb 8, 2020

    If I ghosted you...it's prolly cause I dont deserve your love

  • Feb 8, 2020

    hungies

  • Feb 9, 2020

    How in the name of f*** can i not take this personal

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    Brother ODed a few weeks ago and now a couple days ago my gma passed.

    I have never felt this kind of pain before. This s*** ruined my whole year for me.

    You can see the sadness in my face. I don’t want care about small talk I’m just auto piloting through work. I am talking to close friends but I’ve just been by myself for a min.

  • Feb 9, 2020
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    dawg

    Brother ODed a few weeks ago and now a couple days ago my gma passed.

    I have never felt this kind of pain before. This s*** ruined my whole year for me.

    You can see the sadness in my face. I don’t want care about small talk I’m just auto piloting through work. I am talking to close friends but I’ve just been by myself for a min.

    did ur brother pass

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    not to b**** or anything but sometimes i wish i could go an have a social life i always work weekends because of work seniority and tbh i dont got friends i do but not crazy amount like a few good ones and family is always busy and basically everyone has their own lives and when im off people dont wanna go out because there and have their own lives again and not having a gf kinda sucks too ?

    what to do in your opinion ?

  • Feb 9, 2020
    Psychodrama

    I feel like s*** right now, my phobias are back I cant f***ing sleep....even music doesnt help anymore, it just makes me realize how much of a sad piece of s*** I am no wonder I'm alone and have no one to genuinely care about me...I blame myself and no one but myself...I dont wanna die or feel suicidal tho...for once in my life I want to enjoy life but I cant

    I look at my dog and my father and the thought that they'll both die before I do is haunting me

    s***, I just needed to vent

    good let it out to help your sleep, sleeo in a dark room close your eyes and breath a few times slowly it helps and dont panick if you cant sleep makes it worse

  • Feb 9, 2020
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    Sousa2626

    did ur brother pass

    Yeah he did

  • Feb 9, 2020
    dawg

    Yeah he did

    sorry to hear man f***, get some therapy or talk to family man f*** i wish all the best for you and ur fam

  • Feb 9, 2020

    hoping i hit my head next time i pass out 😔

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    Sousa2626

    not to b**** or anything but sometimes i wish i could go an have a social life i always work weekends because of work seniority and tbh i dont got friends i do but not crazy amount like a few good ones and family is always busy and basically everyone has their own lives and when im off people dont wanna go out because there and have their own lives again and not having a gf kinda sucks too ?

    what to do in your opinion ?

    Vote Bernie warren or yang

    This modern ideal of a work oriented life is f***ing poison

  • Feb 9, 2020
    dawg

    Yeah he did

    You'll get thru these hard times man. I'm sure u know this life s*** is a journey stay strong and find that motivation to keep growing. It's all ups an downs but the memories make it all worth it

    Life is a form of art itself ur life is a unique story u can make it a beautiful one

  • Feb 9, 2020
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    hundreds of pages of pure suffering

    love y’all

  • Feb 9, 2020

    Digging nothing but a deeper hole for myself

  • Feb 9, 2020
    Ignance

    i feel that knot coming back and it’s cause i texted her

    i did it to myself as per usual

  • Feb 9, 2020

    f*** that b**** man

  • Feb 9, 2020
    Shammy

    Vote Bernie warren or yang

    This modern ideal of a work oriented life is f***ing poison

    lol how if its my decision

  • Feb 9, 2020

    i truly have nothing left to give..

  • Feb 9, 2020
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    Only way out is killing myself

  • Feb 9, 2020

    Im f***ing ed and have anger issues and life is hard and

  • Feb 9, 2020

    I can't calm down. I feel so many emotions and I can't control em and its awful. I wanna f***ing fight everybody i feel awful

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    I don't know what to do anymore

  • Feb 10, 2020
    Ignance

    hundreds of pages of pure suffering

    love y’all

  • Feb 10, 2020

    i hate myself for leaving her even though i cant stop thirstin for someone else

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