I cut myself last night

you good? it ain’t deep as s*** or nothing you can’t handle?

tired of feeling like this

Does Anybody feels disgust when you look at yourself in the mirror

I’ll be fine it’s always just a spur of the moment reaction to things

I’ve never felt pain like this

I'm dead inside

waves of sadness bra

it’s a faint ebb in the center of my being that just pulsates and it reaches my eyes every time lol

i wanna write in here but im not depresed, im going thru s*** right now cus my 3 year relationship is over. But i know there is better things waiting for me out there. I know im destined for greatness, but i feel very sad sometimes. I miss her, i wish it could workout. Still tho i know everything is good and i know what im meant to do before i die.

What’s good I was BigTokyo on the OG KTT if anyone remembers me. I’m still mentally ill but I have gotten somewhat better. I no longer want to kill myself. Life is still hell and I still wake up every day with pain in my heart but I have decided that I am tough enough to keep on living. :)

i offered her my soul and she said no

Landmark moment in my life today... the outcome could be great or horrible
I guess we’ll see

Keep your head up fam

I’ve been there I know exactly how you feel. I thought I wasn’t gonna make it but here I am. Stay away from SSRIs they will make this way worse.

I’m not gonna say I was sad I was in a whirlwind of things and that felt like a first thought I’m good now

Ssri?

thanks for being here fam.

I was wondering a couple days ago ''how is that one dude from ktt tokyotothe doing'' and If you're now okay ....truly wishing you the best fam

Your posts are not the same without an hxh avy tho

Anti-depressants like Prozac, Zoloft, etc. If you’re already emotionally numb they make you an actual zombie. It’s scary.

Hahaha I appreciate you thinking about me bro 😂😂 you’re right let me change my avi real quick

papi meruem

I feel like the walls are closing in on me or something

i want to want someone and i want them to want me back

Lowkey sad that winter is coming to an end. I kinda like the snowy -15 deg days. People are nicer when the weather is a mess.

im such a mess

how i go from not responding to niggas texting me and not texting no one being fine with it being fine being alone and s*** to it bothering me when i get left on read seen opened and i wanna hang out w niggas and they are never down etc? like this is dumb bro