no one is there when i want them to be, vice versa i am more than happy to do so though
s*** is so dumb
im so tired of thinking and im tired of thinking about her, what is the matter with me?
@Cats hope you're okay bro 
Im probably gonna end up killing myself soon but its w/e. Thanks for the concern
Im probably gonna end up killing myself soon but its w/e. Thanks for the concern
i understand bro, i've been there and i'm still there
jus kno we love u fr, but it's up to you what you do
pain like this never goes away and death feels like the only escape
Anyone know how to get help, it seems i always go through phases and lash out at my friends and cut em off, or out of nowhere feel super depressed
@Cats hope you're okay bro 
Cats is one of my favourite posters
Wish he’d go back to the other avy though
Anyone know how to get help, it seems i always go through phases and lash out at my friends and cut em off, or out of nowhere feel super depressed
there's websites you can talk to people or hotlines, for proper long-term support you need to see a doctor/therapist .
I just want to be numb to it all