My bi polar disorder is not a temporary problem, it's with me for life. Only person i can think of this hurting is my mother and that devastates me and has even stopped me from a few attempts but I can't go on

You can live with being bi polar tho bro, it’s not a death sentence. Are you on meds currently?

It’s not something you need to end your life for. Does ur mom know your struggling? You will literally break your mother’s heart and mine

I'm sorry to hear about the struggles you've been going through, but as others have said don't punish yourself for what others have done to you. And don't question why you aren't "normal", as if anyone is truly normal. Normal is boring, embrace every bit of yourself for who you are and be proud of it. Think of your mother who has already embraced and accepted you as you are and day-by-day build on that going forward.

I know it must feel tough, but at 19 there's so much more out there that you can't even begin to dream of right now. There's always rough patches, but use that for growth, not to tear yourself down.

Yeah she knows. She has bipolar as well. I'm on meds but they dont do anything. I've tried every med they've given me and none of them worked

What about therapy? Are You seeing a therapist rn or nah?

I tried therapy but it didn't work out

Dont do this man. Things will turn around eventually. We need you here. I need you here bro

Damn ok. Well still, keep pushing. Suicide is permanent there’s no going back

Your 19, Im 23. You have a lot of life live bro. People you haven’t met yet, music you haven’t heard yet, you would be closing your story before it even begins

Also I want someone to talk persona about 😂

It wouldn’t end the pain, it would transfer it over to your mother. Nobody wants to burry their child

chill out. go stress eat, something anything else fr.

a lot of people love you bro dont do please dont do this. there’s a lot in life worth living for, a lot of young people struggle with this after 18 years of age.

19 is really young bro there’s a lot in life you havent experienced and there’s billions of people in this earth and multiple people can forsure bond with you please dont do it. its okay man a lot of people dont go to school after high school, youre 19 youre extremely young king

keep asking the doctor bro, or honestly maybe go to a different doctor.. dont panic please. someone out there can help

control slipping

i want to help but i can't f***

why they not replied yet 🙁

please please let us know if youre here @Cats

Yeah i'm good don't worry

anything you ever ever ever need please talk to me or Osiris. we’re here for you fam

I'll make sure of it. Thanks for the concern

i wanna die tbh

im too lazy to do anything about it though

doing _ til i'm in a coma

I don't want to live. I can't get a gun. Hanging is too painful and uncomfortable. Im forced to live this trash life I didn't ask for

I'll get it down one day

Get what down bro?

Hanging myself

Haven't talked to any of my friends in a month lol

That’s not the way, it won’t make the pain go away. It will only transfer to your loved ones. The thought of coming home to see your child hung is i don’t even know