@Cats you got a PS4 right?

Yeah

Bet add me KeybladeKenny

please dont king

what happened to electricswag lol

I changed my psn They let you do it like Xbox now

I might have accidentally deleted you I cleared up a lot of my list

im feeling abandoned and alone man
and its my own fault because i went too deep into this isolation wormhole

this is good advice but if other ppl dont value you there isnt much of a place for you in this world

at least thats what it feels like 24/7

im jus lonely honestly

I took a good amount of x**** and i'm waiting for it to kick in so I can hang myself.Should be about around an hour for the x**** to kick in at full force and I should be dead at around 11:30 est if all goes to plan. Last album i'm listening to while hanging myself and before is nick drake pink moon

My life has been s*** and still is s***

i hope you find what you are looking for

Can't do this. I just hang there for minutes and dont go unconscious when im supposed to. Just gonna have to get a gun illegally. x**** is still trash I dont feel anything compared to ativan or klonopin. Slept through my target time though

Cars please mate, seriously. You can’t trust your perception right now I promise things aren’t as bad as they may seem. Take my word for it. I been there before the mind can be a dangerous thing

19 is so young man your life hasn’t even really started yet mate

please dont man i like you and i care about you

you wanna message me on alpha ktt? ill try to help you bro please.

your brain is tricking you into thinking you cant get better. you can. please give it another try man. maybe delay the suicide plan at least

you got me crying at work. there are people that can help you even if you havent met them yet. plz

Thank you for the kind words friend

@Cats you’ve always been real as s*** down to your avi, i enjoy seeing you on here fr

please don’t go

it made you stronger man. I was in your shoes at one point. ending it isn't gonna fix the pain. it won't even numb it man. and no one is normal. we all have scars. whether people show them or not is on them

I probably won't try for a while cause it just doesn't work. I've tried and failed to many times. It's dumb to keep trying and failing when it just causes me pain. Not sure what i'm gonna do with my life though

i love you cats. you're always so genuine and kind to me on here. the other person that said that your brain is playing tricks on you was so right. our brains love to convince us of the worst possible things. that nobody likes us, that our lives are over, that we don't deserve to feel better or be happy but it's not true.

please don't listen to it. you will get so much healthier and stronger and there are so many people that will love you who you haven't met yet. so many things to experience and see and so much sunshine coming. i'm praying for you and even as much as you feel it, you're never truly alone, just look itt

Thanks. This message meant a lot. Ya'll really here for me and I appreciate that

I wont try again for a while but no guarantees I wont ever try again