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Kanye is so inspirational and wise. Bravery is more important than perfection. The ocean of love metaphor. S*** is f***ing beautiful

My dad last night told me he had a dream two days ago that I went to the doctor, I swear dreams mean something more than just your imagination

Maybe try to learn about investing/stocks

Worst case you'll know a lot more about the world

Really starting to feel like I dont want to be here anymore again. I'm fighting through it but its hard....

I feel like all my effort is worthless and all my progression has regressed. I just want to be free

I don’t want to burn in hell for eternity

all gods go to heaven king

💜

fight that feeling and it'll go away

sometimes life doesnt change....our point of view does

I know nothing about investing tho

Im So lazy i dont go to parties anymore

Life doesn't get better, you get better at dealing with it.

I feel like I’m living pointlessly

crying while driving is woat

If there's anything I've learned from therapy it's that therapists know better than most that much of the human body is a total mystery and that as individuals we usually know more about our bodies than doctors. Assuming ppl take the time to understand their bodies

I learned a lot from Bloomberg tv. There may be reddits that help also

Investing is about understanding companies and understanding macroeconomics.

When interest rates are lowered like rn, or when the markets drop due to temporary concerns like rn, investing might be a good idea

Then u decide which companies are guaranteed to keep making money. Like tech stocks like Nvidia or Intel should be safe. Then there may be upstart companies that have solid business plans and teams u can trust in

There's also the shorters, ppl who buy into stocks that are essentially fad's and sell once the gains on the stock start slowing down. U can make a lot of money off this and it's a legit day job.

All u gotta do is read up and do some observing to gain intuition on how s*** works. Tbh it's what I'd probably do if I wasn't busy already. All about reading and understanding how ppl think

crazy how much of a catch 22 depression is
the things that undoubtedly help you are the things it's the hardest to do when ur deep in it
if you don't have some kind of support for severe depression it's almost impossible to climb out of that hole
and considering how electronically connected but physically distant we are in todays society it doesnt shock me at all that depression, anxiety, and suicide are all trending up
society is sick and broken and we didn't ask to be here

I ask my therapist if u have a Chance

She says we'll my positive is I've gone without meds before

I guess I'm a basket case

She knows what I know it's my tine to go

F*** I love my mom so much I couldn't do this to her

I've never told anyone my life before

From being the weirdo stoner loser for my formative years to now. Having guns pulled on me being hated by everyone

I'm glad she listened to me

I know I sound like a b****. I probably am a b****. Idk what else to say

I have no one to talk to besides my therapists mom and Dad. Excuse me if I talk too much. No one else irl gives a f***

Hanging wont work can't get a gun so i'll just drive into a wall

I told therapist a bit about this thread. It's only so much we can do but I rly do care about yall