Where can I find a link?

Nvm I’m an idiot

im so f***ing frustrated b

suicidal thoughts

i havent thoughy about suicide once since i started talking to her but s***s coming back

Lexapro is f***ing amazing. I’ve gone from a nervous wreck to not giving a f*** what people think in like 3 weeks. This s*** is incredible. The only side effect is that now my vision gets blurry as f***.

if theres a quarantine imma stsrt cutting tbh

Why not just jerk off

jerking off releases tension but cutting releases frustration

I know exactly how you feel. I don’t judge you at all.

thanks b

believe me i jerk off plenty but im frustrted this quarantine means i wont get to see her

cant think of other girls while shes on my mind

i miss when i was suicidal, that’s where i actually felt the most alive

It’s good you have someone to think about that keeps you going. Personally I only have myself.

Gonna stab myself to death

Why am I so nice to people. People have treated me like garbage my entire life

Now the fact that I'm alone is f***ing comforting
And I can't seem to shake this f***ing feeling in my...

was on a 5 month gym streak. corona broken that s***.

was in a healthy and good mindset for self improvement.

still feel alone and i feel like i might slip back during quarantine hours.

why does things go like this? i bless my friends as much as possible and for one of them to stab me in the back like he did (posted about this before) leading up to all this corona s***, it’s like life is pushing me back no matter how hard i go against it.

i dont even know if i wanna smoke rn.

It always happens that when you go too fast in a positive direction the universe or whatever tries to stop you. Happens every time. Now its up to you how long you will take to get up again

ye fam

im just impatient and tired ya know?

i’ll obviously push through this but i’m annoyed. i want my payoff already.

FEEL you. January last year i was on top of my game. I Was getting skinny i was getting money i was getting girls. Then i crashed into a glass door and cut nerves in my hand and it took half a year to heal and i got fat. Now im picking up steam again but that s*** KILLED my spirit. My hand is fully recovered now but im not comfortable to lift heavy objects with it. Got lucky that i didnt die or damaged my organs. 🙌

damn my guy, respects.

it’s 6:34am here in toronto. last night i came home from my shift at retail, it was dead but some people came, of course.

it’s just an underlying somberness. i met with a friend to stock up on my dab pens.

then i came home to a fam jam. i made my sure my grandpa with an underlying heart condition knew about how serious this could be to him.

it was 10:30 after it all and i crashed into my bed and slept.

it all feels weird to me man. i’m also just high.

Thank you for preparing your grandpa. This is really really dangerous for him. I just watched a compilation of corona virus on youtube and its so so scary man. Dead people just laying on the street.

i think we already saw how serious this can be and prepared ourselves with flattening the curve. from now on i think the people of toronto are actually ready for social isolation, it was a slow burn but i saw the evolution the last week. im proud that we realized this and saved ourselves many weeks with these moves. it might be a bit bad for this month but that was inevitable, we just stopped it from getting entirely worse.

I'm losing all sense of feelings since a few days. S*** is weird.

f***.