Are you going outside?

no, coronavirus

I feel like thats it. Fresh air and sunlight

Looking up carbon monoxide poisoning side effects to weigh out my options got me having like a placebo effect almost. S*** got me down bad physically. I think this my body telling me I ain’t gon pull s***. And besides, on the slight chance I survive, I’m pretty sure leaking carbon monoxide in a whole apartment building could be considered attempted mass homicide so that’s out the question

Don’t let the media scare you unless you 80 it’s really not a big deal

My mom has really bad lungs problems, if that virus gets to her, she would become part of the numbers of death srs.

I couldn't forgive myself bruh. I go out like once a week rn.

I hate always feeling happy for other people but never for myself i know this feeling all too well

I’m def the biggest hater I know

Nah even reading that post I made looks crazy. I just had to let it off somewhere so I joined this forum.

How do you deal with ssri. It's like because I've taken them now every time I'm better and cone off them I lose my mind again. So what was before a psychological issue with depression and anxiety has turned into now my brain won't produce serotonin without a pill and my brain don't seem to work without them anymore. Wish I never took these poison but the UK doctors give them to you like candy without explaining side effects or future problems.

I’m feeling low as hell at the moment
Crazy thing is suicide could NEVER be a option for me

I believe in god and I’m honestly scared as f*** to meet God especially for all the sins I’ve done

All humans are sinners. I think God will forgive you for anything as long as you repent and ask for forgiveness. There is no repenting from suicide no coming back. I've had suicidal thoughts but I don't even feel like it's my life to take. I owe too much to my family and God to end it.

goat avi

we should make a 24/7 live stream with a playlist curated by all of us, and talk with each other in a safe environment with no hate or trolling
a lot of kids are stuck quarantined at home and really scared lets all listen to music together and just pray for better times , you can enter and leave whenever you want and whenever your feeling lonely just go there and share a song or story with another person

plug.dj/-2002255464468859369

This Corona s*** starting to f*** with my mind

cant afford to lose my job over this

I been thinking of starting SSRI but don’t want my happiness to depend on a pill... i’ve had a very rough month or so though after having depression come in and out of my life for the past 4 years. Just want to get my life back

Tbh they did help me resume back to my life. It's getting off them permanently that's the problem for me. It's a tough decision to make but I would try to go down counselling route first but that's just me.

I find a lot of my depression comes from repressing certain things. My older brother was wildly badly behaved as a child with adhd causing havoc wherever he went lol. So I think my mother perhaps unconsciously tried to repress certain attributes that maybe she found negative because of my older brothers behaviour. So like any time id show any aggression or boisterous behaviour maybe she got worried and viewed it as negative. But males need certain attributes to move them forward and if they get stifled they fester in you and and build and build until they force you to bring them out. My deoression first started as irritibality and hyper aggression. We didn't know it was the first sign of depression but we knew something wasn't right when you go from being the nice quiet timid kid to getting kicked out of school constantly and getting into fights, cussing out teachers. All that s*** comes to the surface that you repress but in a negative fashion.

she’s destroying me

i hate her

i don’t wanna die man

all my days are blending together man. im losing my sense of time.

I’m tryna figure out why my most darkest thoughts start coming out when I’m trying to get some rest idk if it’s a sign for something or not

my dreams are always so f***ing morbid man wtf

@selah you smoke weed?

nah it get me paranoid