How can I turn my mind off ?

You just have to know how.

Look up into meditation and staying present

The Power of Now is a good start.

be present, you are not your mind or thoughts

how do you love yourself when no one else does

discipline

how you guys sleep ?

I don’t wanna be present I wanna be gone

I am so deprived of emotional connection

been wanting to die

i dont

its 3:48am and im still awake

Oh mate you got so much time you’re young as s***

Bruh I’m not even in like a bad mood but I just wanna die. Don’t know how to explain it, woke up positive but the feeling of loneliness and fear persists.

I'm the most hated human being I've ever met. Doesn't bother me most the times but sometimes it catches up with me

hated by others or yourself? cause if it's the latter, that can always change

excluding the global pandemic and a few fights my life has been decent lately

I just hope I wont f*** up again

but oh well

I dont hate myself at all, just seems other people dont like me

man f*** other people.

No one is supposed to stay in our lives forever

if you feel comfortable in your own skin that's all that matters

It catches up to me sometimes. I have a f*** other people attitude too but you're surrounded by humans. you can't escape them.

My psychiatrist just gave up on me lol

Everyone gives up on me except my mom

I'm just defective. Should've never been born. Went through too much bullying and abuse for a reason. All of it is my fault

can't even commit suicide right I tried 9 times and i'm still here

My mom wants to see me get better so i'll try for her but as soon as shes gone which might be soon im cutting my throat open