Apr 17, 2020·edited
YevinF*** panic attacks
The come down and looking around at the destruction youve caused is a terrible feeling.
Hang in there.
- Apr 17, 2020
I’ve lost control of myself even before this corona situation started. I need to stop f***ing around and making excuses.
My trauma is my responsibility.
- Apr 17, 2020
Kintsugi.
Apr 17, 2020Nothing matters till I graduate.
- Apr 17, 2020
I can slip in an instant. I’m responsible for everything I do. If I’m not careful it could cost me everything.
Apr 17, 2020How y’all holding up?
Apr 17, 2020paranoia
Apr 17, 2020
Creasywhoaaa thats a deepcut, nice! I always had a very special place for If I Could Draw
Def gonna go back listen to music . It’s been a min.
- Apr 17, 2020·1 reply
I wish I could go back and hug my younger self. I was hurting and I didn’t even know why.
Apr 17, 2020Haven't been able to sleep & falling back into bad habits
- Apr 17, 2020SANTI
I wish I could go back and hug my younger self. I was hurting and I didn’t even know why.
- Apr 17, 2020·1 reply
I’ll never trust again 💔
Apr 18, 2020·1 reply
Kid GorgeousI wouldn't count on her feeling that love again in the future brah; it's cold but it's the truth man once someone tells you they don't love you anymore you gotta accept it. You got other awesome stuff to be doing than waiting around for someone who might never come back.
I know how much that hurts but it's the way it is. With time and surround yourself with other positive things the feeling will subside. Is it definitely the depression? I don't now her as well as you but sometimes girls give a bs excuse to let you down lightly. You can still be cool with her but it's time to focus on yourself and moving forward
We called yesterday, she got very emotional because of all the things I am willing to do for her. She told me there's no one like me, and asked me to give her time to think about things. I'm not going to get my hopes up but it sounds positive...
- Apr 18, 2020
I just want love and happiness. Is that so hard.
- Apr 18, 2020
saphyou can suppress the feeling but it keeps coming back f***
always at night
Apr 19, 2020·1 replyThought quitting d**** would make me less suicidal but it is actually making it a lot worse and it’s making seem like the best option...
I probably won’t do it in the next month or so but I could see myself doing it before 2021.
- Apr 19, 2020ManyFacedGod
Thought quitting d**** would make me less suicidal but it is actually making it a lot worse and it’s making seem like the best option...
I probably won’t do it in the next month or so but I could see myself doing it before 2021.
dont let urges ruin your life
- Apr 19, 2020
only time I dont smoke is when I sleep
fml
- Apr 19, 2020
everytime I go to sleep hoping that when I wake up I'll be a new person or at least different but each time I wake up I'm the same cold and sad b****** I was before
chip skylark 🏄🏾♂️Apr 19, 2020“You always seem to always have a happy disposition“
I really wish I knew why