depression has hit again

i hate myself and everyone around me

Guys when you get into relationships do you ever question if you’re relying on that person to make you happy vs that person just always put you in a good mood no matter what state you’re in because they someone make issues feel smaller cause of their energy?

I wish I could of worded this better lol

I need the world to be quiet

I need my mind to be quiet

Think I'm really gonna be single for my whole life

been depressed as f*** ngl

Ah you tripping lil nigga. You living good. Start saving up for your monthly trips to Nevada.

Buy p**** with no shame to it you'll be straight.

A lot of people have discovered themselves and made new goals during lockdown. For me, its the opposite, Im falling deeper into depression. The thing is, there are no reasons. Im feeling like this just because.

forgot how f***ing lame my friends are

just cause we play video games together doesnt mean that everything is cool

bpd got me latchin on to any type of emotional attachment tho

im so f***ing tired of being the disposable friend

It’s crazy how people just forget about you, while you constantly think about them.

What are you looking for in a friend?

What are they doing that you feel isn't good?

You care more.

That's fine. It's a good quality. With that quality care more about yourself.

“So let me go
So let me die
'Cause I'm too afraid to be alive
I'm giving up
On everything
I miss you all, I always will”

Welcome to my life

Quit taking my sleep med.
Cannot sleep.
Probably gonna trigger a hypomanic episode.

Productivity at the cost of sanity here I come

Depression from nostalgia/memories has been hitting me hella hard lately....

S***'s going to break me soon.

woke up with cuts on me and I dont remember s***