mood

i wish i wasnt here

i wasnt a good guy to begin with

i wake up and feel the same as i did when i went to sleep

Just got suspended from my job. Time for me to go, they already got me on a tight leash.

No matter how s***ty this thing gets I know you guys have at least just that one thing you want to experience, perhaps improve, or reach that will have you changing your mind when you stand in front of that cliff. Dont let that thought kick in during your fall. Keep it in your mind before you jump, before you let go. I know how hard it gets but you dont want to die yet, you dont want to die

I feel a little lonely today

I just wanna run away and do anything else

got over that fast as s***

god damn it now these withdrawals gonna kill me

I wish I could put my thoughts on mute

The bells getting loud, ain't nowhere to hide
Got nowhere to go, put away my pride
Tired of feeling low even when I'm high
Ain't no way to live, do I wanna die?
I don't know

issa mood

It's easy to fall into this pit of despair where I realize no one is around me and i'm pretty disposable and everyone ends up leaving me for reasons sometimes I dont even know but I'd rather just put my head down and go

put my head down and go gotta get s*** done

we have a situation

the king of kings
the man himself
the one and only

u good?

Welp

Im seeing a phsychiatrist on the 29th

Wish me luck

Bells getting louder

I can't even act like im happy im really not

i wanna give u hug

thanks

so alone

I know my way out thats guaranteed so the next time I attempt i'm gone