I was so depressed this week that I can't even remember much of it lol like it's actually kind of blurry in my memory

Endless cycles. I really don't understand how people can function the way they do

woke up really panicked like the govt was watching me or something. weird

can't live like this

how has this pandemic effected you guys mentality? i regret taking of advantages of things i wish i could do more of like go out to family gatherings more spend time with more friends even i wish sometimes i would of gotten a gf lol instead of working so much and caring about money all the time

meh not much different

had a job lined up but covid f***ed it. oh well

How old are you? You look really young

19

It has ruined my life. If this goes on till December idk how I will survive tbh. Only good thing going is my body is getting pretty cut

It’s okay your still a little baby. I hope you love cats as much as me

I have so much weight and expectations on me right now. Sometimes I'm scared to go to sleep because it feels like I'm wasting time when I do. Yet I'm not nearly half as productive as I could be. There was a 4 day stretch last week where I had about 16 hours of sleep in total. Most things I try end up not working out anyway so I don't know why I even bother trying sometimes.

what you trying to do? you wanna spend your time more productively? its hard with this virus if so you can always go help at your local hospital

dont worry man take day by day same with tinder etc as i said every new swipe is a new potential lol

I stopped chasing hoes bro too depressed to even put the effort to talk to females

dont isolate your self talk to someone thats the worse tbh with you if i did not talk to my parents idk where i would be

I talk to my family and lovely people like you on ktt

Same

righteous by juice Wrld on repeat and I was never even his fan

I flip-flop throughout the days between different s***. I do IT so sometimes an idea will pop into my head and I'll start making an app/website for it but get discouraged and decide to take a break.

Then I think about another idea and start working on that instead and completely ditch the first one.

Then I start doing work for my courses because the new semester starts in a few weeks, and I realize if I don't keep my GPA up I won't get the scholarship I need. If I don't get it I'm f***ed.

Then I remember I'm broke and I spend an entire day sending out job applications which all get rejected anyway because everyone and their grandmother is looking for a job right now.

Then I remember all the s*** wrong with my life and I end up spending countless hours listening to music or doing basic s*** to try and distract myself or cheer myself up.

Rinse and repeat, every few days. I may or may not have adhd, I want to get tested by a professional but I highly doubt the insurance I have will cover it.

lol dont be depressed man its the worse

All jokes apart it’s hard not to be depressed when you have nothing going for yourself especially after having such high hopes.

Illinois has been hit so hard these last couple weeks that literally everything is shut down. Everyone is home. No one wants to talk and all the hoes I knew hate me now

feels like your juggling a lot on your plate, try to balance it out and maybe make a schedule for things try it out see if it works for you

everywhere is bad man keep focused and busy to work out play games listen to music s*** post as you do on ktt

you right about the s*** posting