The worst part about getting worse is that you have no one to understand you and really help you....the best ''help'' for most people is putting you in a mental hospital or increasing your medication

and I dont want either of these things

It hurts knowing every person I get close to ends up repulsed by me but oh well

It was just a really bad day mentally. Not to mention I got into a huge argument with my mom, though we already made up and things are fine now. I didn't sleep for like 25 hours and distracted myself the whole time cause I didn't wanna be alone and thinking

(welcome to your annual depressive episode)

If God truly answers peoples prayers why can't he let me die when I ask him to?

He has other plans for you.
Stay positive. ❤️

slipping again literally all it took was one day

can't wait till the end of the month

I wish I knew what they was man

Just gotta wait and see bro, it’ll be worth it.

Thought I was in the corona thread for a second

i gtg

just broke down crying a few minutes ago

i’m not really a cryer that came out of nowhere

The intrusive thoughts are worse than ever

😑

i think this is the worst depression i’ve ever experienced, this is bad. i haven’t been eating or drinking or even getting up to go to the bathroom i just lay in bed the entire day

i forced myself to take a shower earlier and it seriously took everything in me to get up. if i can’t get myself out of bed in the morning i’ll have to call out of work i guess

if you’re going through something similar i feel for you and care...

I’ve come to acceptance that I ain’t s*** and just a worthless bum ain’t no denying it anymore but only saying this with a plan to change

This world is so sad and I can’t change s*** about it

i have never wanted to end my life more than this pandemic

i wish you were here

f*** it bruh im going full misanthrope