May 16, 2020math fiftylike why do niggas go out of their way to be annoying
like you could just, not.
and your day would be pretty much the same
2 words: huge egos
- May 16, 2020
GlockaveliI don’t usually post this stuff but it’s been a few hours since the news this morning but all I’m gonna say is RIP to my grandma who died at 3AM. She helped raise me and this is a big loss to me that I haven’t quite yet processed on an emotional level but as of this very moment, I’m fine. Couple this with being ghosted by a girl I’ve known for years s*** just stressful
Rest In Peace
- May 16, 2020
Mood swings are the worst
one day I wake up full of energy feel like the world is mine and the day after that I cant even lift my body off the bed and feel like dying
at this point both sadness and happiness feel fake
but I gotta make the most of it before I become mentaly senseless
May 16, 2020Can't can't cant
- May 16, 2020
this is so weird
- May 16, 2020
Why do i have to feel like this
May 16, 2020·1 replyKinda wanna lay in bed the whole day today
May 16, 2020·1 reply
- May 16, 2020Legacy
''but maybe my ex will take me back''
highkey
lowkey
- May 16, 2020Katsuragi
Kinda wanna lay in bed the whole day today
How was it?
- May 17, 2020
Alright now I know why I took anti psychotics
I didn't feel "better" really on them, I was still suicidal and had attempts while on them but was just a little calmer. Had extreme anhedonia though and was tired most of the day. Also very forgetful. Benefits don't outweigh the negatives imo considering I still was depressed
- May 17, 2020·edited·1 reply
Once I kill myself it'll take days for people to find out im dead
- May 17, 2020
Of course it's my fault the medication doesn't work for me lol
- May 17, 2020·2 repliesCats
Once I kill myself it'll take days for people to find out im dead
I bet music makes u happy. This pain is hell but u have something to make u happy. I swear the only time I'm happy is when I get in my car and put my music on blast but that 30 minutes is heaven. I know u will find something that makes u happy
- May 17, 2020·1 reply
Sgt LeafI feel you on this, I have people I can talk to but honestly, I dont' want to bother them with my problems, especially when they have things to worry about themselves.
Can't afford a therapist right now outside of the school's therapist and obviously that option is dead 'cause of the rona.
I feel u breh. We always here to talk whatever time just like a post or something. I don't want to give any of u the impression that no one is hearing u I know how much that hurts
- May 17, 2020·1 replyShammy
I bet music makes u happy. This pain is hell but u have something to make u happy. I swear the only time I'm happy is when I get in my car and put my music on blast but that 30 minutes is heaven. I know u will find something that makes u happy
Yeah music is really the only thing that keeps me going rn. Finding new music and learning to play music. Learning guitar and already know a little piano and drums. That's all though, I dont find anything else worthwhile. I only play video games to distract myself
- May 17, 2020Cats
Yeah music is really the only thing that keeps me going rn. Finding new music and learning to play music. Learning guitar and already know a little piano and drums. That's all though, I dont find anything else worthwhile. I only play video games to distract myself
Thats awesome lol, I make music too it's so fun evolving your skill I hope u keep having fun. Making that song that just feels like you is so sick
- May 17, 2020
I gotta get away from people
May 17, 2020I want to try and devote my life to religion, those people seem happy and maybe there right. I’m sick of d****
- May 17, 2020Shammy
I feel u breh. We always here to talk whatever time just like a post or something. I don't want to give any of u the impression that no one is hearing u I know how much that hurts
Thanks man and I don't really get that impression. Like dude said in the previous page I see this thread as more of a venting thread lol
- May 17, 2020
nauseous just wanna f***ing die
May 17, 2020This quarantine s*** is killing me
- May 17, 2020
need distractions