what about your bipolar cause I did some pretty bad s*** that I regret now

bipolar is more a predisposed disorder (you know that more than any of us)
at least with depression it can go away,

all I can say is I’m rooting for you bro and stay safe

You don't like working?? I'd be more scared of sitting around wasting my life away. I know home depot ain't the greatest job but it's better than nothing. Youll be able to provide for yourself. Being dependent on others is no way to live.

all I’m gonna say is was about to be there too so I get you

days are kinda blurring together. doing the same thing every day and not sleeping at all

really long week

was a good day till now back to wanting to kill myself

I have to go back to being completely by myself

I’m so tired of being tired. Sleeping all day, no matter how much sleep I get I feel so terrible and just wanna sleep the pain away.

antidepressants?

man. I feel like I've having a relapse of the identity crisis I was having in October. I feel like an empty shell of the person who I never was. I don't know myself but it feels like I killed character over and over again by trying to be something I'm not.

I feel like I'm losing touch with my "true self" even though I don't even know that person. I feel like I have no personality. I feel like I have no face as my mind is morphed from reality's ideas, my surroundings, and the people I involve myself in.

The only thing I do is just come up with ideas but besides that I'm nothing. I have no identity besides just coming up ideas and trying to execute them.

I don't know if the breakup broke me down like this or just life or a combination of both. It's weird, memories of the breakup or thoughts of my ex doesn't bother me that much but things have a long term subconscious affect. I don't know.

Usually Im good at shaking off feeling like crap, because thats not unusual for me, im used to it, but the last week or so has hit different, its been hard.

I know Im not in a good place, because Ive only been eating one meal a day and food is the one thing I always enjoy, no matter what, but lately, Ive not been interested.

Its probably just a short term thing but even if it isnt, f*** it, I dont really care anymore.

Just realized my social anxiety will hit harder when I have to start going out regularly again

post grad depression is killing me

Take me back

Grad school

f***

My grades are terrible
I’m gonna have to do amazing on the gmat if I want to go grad

What is ur major?