just destined to be repulsive

I dont know what's real or not from people

just want someone i can love and someone that actually loves me back

But that's impossible

been feeling lost these past few weeks, I just feel so lost, distracted and unmotivated

Been I while since I've been this calm, with this much hate in my heart.

Is oxy really a generic med

My feet are killimg

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i dont care

idk people don't like me much. they never have

what do I do

just really suck at people things

Damn depression and anxiety is killing me the last past weeks.
I can handle my depression but the anxiety attacks.
Especially in the train or in the supermarket. And I feel these fking masks making its even more bad. Makes breathing a lot harder and intensifies the panic attack for me...

I got prescribed tavor (Ativan in the US I believe) but idk if I should take it. Don't want to have a benzo addiction...

What's your take on benzos? Did it help you in the mid to longterm? How was your withdrawal?

Would prefer a psychologist over meds but no one available atm in my area. And the Mental Health dude at my university, gives me only 08/15 life advise like breath and count to ten. Imagine lol.
And I don't wanna go back in hospital.. Feel like I wouldn't survive one more.

we need more self-love and good vibes, they are difficult to grasp

shut up

This s*** sucks man got my first script and i cant take em yet :(

I've isolated myself so much. Us being in a pandemic and having to social distance has just made a bad situation so much worse. F*** this s*** I just wanna die already.

Can’t believe I was hospitalized.

Used to think that was so far fetched for me

What happened?

Really bad panic attack that turned into a manic rage

For those on Zoloft how long did it take to work(amount of prescribed dosages) and did it help?