So besides seeing a doctor or d*** use, what are some ways to fight depression and maintain mental health during times like this?

Movies music and video games

Exercise

Once i get my weights i plan on doing this

I know I have adhd because I literally cannot control the compulsive negative thoughts almost every second. People be like positive thinking or whatever but some peoples brains don't comply with them. I don't want to be like this at all

I just want to see my granddad again.

hope you're good now that s*** really sucks

I went to a psych ward twice and it sucked. Idk if you went to a psych ward or an actual hospital but psych wards just don't work well with me

Every failure and every missed opportunity feels heavier every day. I feel trapped

I hate having no one to talk to

Really alone...

why...

Every ex I have just ends up hating me and blocking me other than the first one I have whos still my friend. We go through the same mental struggles, but she's been in a relationship for 3 years now. I'm happy for her.

I just dont know why I'm so undesirable and repulsive. Not sure what I do wrong. This is the one thing I'm really bad in. I don't understand people at all, but i still want to be loved. I thought I did well but I guess not.

I'm just objectively a garbage human being

past actions are gonna haunt me forever man f***

PM any time.

a past action is gonna haunt me for a while too. Really regret it and I'm currently paying for it.

same but at least i learned and continue to learn from it

Thinking about my mother in-law a lot that lost to Cancer last month...

I'm really scared of letting people in now

my entire life I was just hated by people and it must've been my fault right

Every year leading up to now sucked why would the years after them be different