i know a girlfriend won’t magically solve your problems but i bet it’s better than being lonely 24/7

wanna get the next two months over with

do you guys remember the last time happiness wasn’t a thing to obtain but something that was already in your life without any thought or effort?

It will solve your loneliness wouldn’t it lol. I hate when people say that s*** like it’s a good point tell me one thing that solves all your problems? God?

Ignorance is bliss

I have some crazy thoughts that i never had before a couple Days ago, really weird

100%

same ppl who say money wont solve ur problems

well yeah but what about when lack of money is all my problems lmfaooo then what huh???

what if she's toxic though?

I’m going to see a therapist for the first time tomorrow

i hope you well in your endeavour brother, and seek the required help

if it don't feel right dont give up, try a different one.

i went to three before i found one I liked and connected with

mad props for reaching out btw you're strong for dat

I desperately need to close this page of my life and start the next one but it's so hard man

getting along w family just doesn't come naturally to me and i wish it did :--/

no one give me the same love back

Days feel like hours weeks feel like days and months feel like weeks

never ends

I’m too ignorant, too proud to see a therapist.

Convinced I need to hit the lowest point possible before I decide to change my life and at that point I'll probably just kill myself so idk what i'm doing rn

I need to stop

I already know imma get hurt again

im starting to think my only girl was a fluke

no one in their right mind would love me

It’ll get better bro. We all go through down times. The change begins with yourself.

This how I'm feeling right now

and there's no debate, trust me, having a girl is better for your mental health, as long as she's the right one

does mean the breakup is double as difficult though

ive been waiting for years and ive changed myself

things still arent better

my akathisia is so bad s*** hurts my legs