I hate myself

im so f***ing alone

I feel a slight depression oncoming but i'm gonna fight it

Im this and I got all these fake f***s talking behind my back. Im done.

been on Vilazodone for 3 weeks and its making me feel worse

how can i trust the doctors if they keep giving me s*** that makes me feel worse

rt

Might neck myself tonight

Stay tuned

Jk lol

Holiday season is here and the depression is hittin' just like every year.

Thanksgiving/Christmas never will feel like they use to for me.

when most of your friends are cuffed and you get jealous af<<

Paranoia and Anxiety be driving me mad

Whenever I'm out at night I'm terrified of being attacked by anyone in my vicinity

Think I'm over thinking everyone at my new job lowkey hates me and talks s*** about me when I'm gone

my OCD still affecting me though

this is crazy i am feeling so weird and bad all of a sudden

last friday was traumatizing. failed my driving permit test, an ex that i haven't talked to in 2 months hit me up checking on me and also telling me how she's hoeing around (definitely the turning point of my entire day). destroyed a friendship accidentally after my dumbass showed her negative texts that included her, and went out with homies but was broke the entire time and felt ashamed.

it's been a week since and im slowly doing okay. trying to maintain hope for better days as things can always get worse.

I’m tired

I want to by happy and change my life

In the silence, I sit alone on my throne and wait eagerly for all the satisfaction and triumph to hit me. I wait, and wait, and wait.

But it doesn't come.

currently ruining my own life but i don't know how to stop it

Tough one. All I can say is sometimes it does need to get worse before it gets better, particularly with medication.

How are you bro?

Got a mental breakdown last night and was close to end it all

I just straight lie to my psych now so I dont get put into a mental hospital again lol. oh well