idc if they hospitalize me

maybe someone will f***ing listen for once

something im starting to realize

you can be the most handsome, ugly, nice, mean, happy, depressed, nervous, confident whatever in the world and you’ll still be able to find a chance at love and happiness

just so long as youre not me
theres literally no one on the earth who gives a single f*** about me or if i live or die

i hope i develop dissociative identity disorder and my alter is smart enough to end it for both of us

Hey I’m sure there is someone out there who cares about you. Don’t be so hard on yourself, you deserve love and happiness like everyone else

Just remember to take it one day at a time & hang in there

Do you have any favorite films you can watch or favorite artists you like to listen to? Maybe doing either of those things will give you hope for the future, or at least inspire you.

Since you think everything is a waste of time, I feel like music & film would be an easy start to get your mind off the depression

Work sucks so much. My coworkers are so gossipy. This girl is so egocentric, going around making people think I like her. I don't. I never found her attractive, cool, or interesting. Don't want anything to do with her.

I don't even feel like explaining the whole story because I cringe even thinking about it. It's just so immature and lame. Feels like this is some elementary or middle school BS. Not even high school BS.

All women do at work is gossip on God having to sit through little meetings next to my old co-worker when she had meetings with other chicks were brutal

Friendly reminder HR is not ur friend keep that s*** bottled up and don't let anyone see

The boomers are waiting to pounce on you any chance they get stay strong zoomers

They're so comfortable and shameless about it. I didn't know women in their twenties are so comfortable acting this way. I thought this was stuff was left behind in high school at the very least.

Now it seems like they're misunderstanding me because this girl just loves starting up unnecessary BS.

She made the others think I like her, but I honestly don't want anything to do with her. So she asked me if I like working with her, so I didn't give her an answer. Instead, I just moved onto some other topic. So she told people how I did that, and they probably think I froze up because I was too shy to answer her question or something along those lines.

It's so childish.

Sounds snake ish but can't offer too much advice. I tried not politicing at work at all and it seemed to work until it didn't one day. Even if people won't throw u under the bus directly, they won't pull you out from under either.

It's just a part of every job nowadays which is a shame I'm sorry to hear hope you find a way to deal with that "relationship"

You also kind of sound to me liked you're well liked which is why she's trying to attach herself to you but don't let her steal your energy some people are energy vampires.

I'm decently liked there. Problem is that she has a bad reputation, so for them to think I like her is bad for me.

She feels the need to tell the others about every interaction she has with me.

I'm just there to do my job and make money, but these unnecessary social situations are a pain to deal with.

I want to leave, but it's not a good look to quit at this time.

It's not even that I want to quit due to this particular situation. I just generally feel I'm not a good fit for this place and I'd be better off in an environment where I can avoid the chaos. The pay is great and I'm grateful for the knowledge and experience that I gained, but my time is better invested elsewhere.

Quit whenever you want you don't owe anyone anything and I promise they're not going to do any favors for you no matter how much they pretend. They might even use the "don't want to burn any Bridges line" but don't listen to their BS.

The only person who you can trust to look out for you is yourself.

broke up with my ex about 2 months ago and ever since ive been tryna find myself again. she was diagnosed with bipolar and depression but i didnt learn more about her illness til after but i loved her so much to the point where i grew too dependent on her. i was so afraid of losing her bc she was all that i had.

my mental has been down to s***, constantly thinking about her, not caring about what happens after anything, no motivation, constantly speaking to myself about what happened that broke us up which was leading me to completely lose my mind.

i found the red pill on reddit and its been close to a month since ive been trying it and ive been feeling alot better.

i pray that i get out of the slump im in now. got a date with a tinder chick next week so im looking forward to that

gonna exercise to make myself feel better again
stopped exercising bc of an injury a few weeks ago and slowly feeling worse. hope itll help

what kind of exercise

gym

Man I've lost it mentally

I have so much resentment towards her

I read all our text messages again and all she does is deflect and make it all about her then she has the audacity to cry saying I'm being mean when I voice my feelings.

F***ing b****

How come she can show up at my door unnanounced all sobbing but when I'm upset I get blocked

I'm just full of anger

My skin's smothering me...