I want to vent but I don't even know what to write. I have no more energy anymore.

i woke up in the mid of the night in a anxiety attack lol

My time is coming...

I'm gaining weight and seeking enjoyment out of nothing. Can't keep going on like this.

I was doing pretty well for a while. Got a new job and a new apartment. First time on my own.

Lately though I feel the isolation. I should have gotten a roommate or something. To make matters worse I can't find a new psychiatrist that takes my healthcare anywhere, so I'm about to run out of my antidepressants.

It'll be nice to go home for Thanksgiving, but it feels like it'll just be putting a band aid on a broken arm.

It's nice to know others go through this, it doesn't help me but its reassuring in a weird way.

I'm tryna be more active on here so I'm sure I'll be back in this thread.

@FIFTY950 add me to the OP please, it'll encourage me to come back. Thanks.

I'm not gonna lie I be forgetting to take my medication pretty often

@FIFTY950 can I be added to OP?

I went cold turkey on my s***

I’ve lost 15 pounds in the last few months. I can’t eat anymore. I’m 5’11 and weigh 130....

what was it

aripiprazole and lexapro

welcome to vicodin i took the pills

i think they save lives

i just hope that they right

24 hours in each day n i f*** up every single one

wow this is exactly what im going thru

recognizing the enemy hits so different right now

😥😔

same

but at least we have yves tumor for when we are alone

I wish I could make you whole
Hoping I won't make it home

" It means so much to me
When I can't recognize myself
Inside my own living hell "

that part

just block her king, its over.

my anxiety is better at work than at home i think its bc at work i distract myself by working hard :)

I know.I'm just angry. I was cooking and taking care of this women. She had stuff at my place. I try to cuff and she fed me all this bullshit and drama

It sucks king. We got this

Love limerence. Had that on repeat last year. Yves Tumor is great