I’m good bro appreciate it I was just going through a depressive mood swing.

thank f***, hang in there bro.

You as well fam

I'm not going to overload myself with so much school and work again. Stuff's giving me low self-esteem since I'm not excelling in either.

Looking at old pictures from school kills me
Wish I could go back to those times

damn i hate the real me

I been depressed and just sleeping all day

so i just got a diagnosis for anxiety and depression

don't know what this changes but it feels weird

dont yall feel like your depression changes ur perception of time sometimes

escapism is our greatest invention

it’s not even an invention but y’all know what i mean

My mums friend son is a cop. And he a saved a young woman from hanging herself in a hotel. He's getting a medal for it.

But me and mum both think that if someone were to make a decision like that. It's up to them. Cant force someone to live. It's not like we don't care, but if someone were to have tried and nothing worked, it just got worse

Im sorry you feel this way

Felt a lot better these last few days. Wonder if the increase in meds actually worked

naturaly it takes a few weeks to see any improvements

still, I'm glad you feeling better.

dont know what could have changed

thanks for the info, didn't know

Just dont get lost If you feel bad again, mood swings and sadness are normal for everyone taking meds

happiness would mean nothing without the sadness

Gotta look for a new job .. shambles man

I've accepted that I'm gonna die young by suicide, probaly in 5 years time or something like that.

It's just so peaceful, say your goodbyes to the people you love by text, OD on some pills, go out in euphoria and leave a beautiful corpse.

not right now though I wanna live a little more beforehand.

Empty

Numb

it hurts

feel you man. whats got you down

me and you both man. at least i have ktt2 tbh. everyone irl is tired of hearing how sad and lonely i am. i mean ktt2 is too but i keep posting anyway