Yeah I was on them a couple years ago and didn’t like how they made me, I didn’t feel like me so I’ve been off since then

Been contemplating going on them again but I’m just gonna try and find peace within myself first

kinda terrible ngl

this loneliness be killin me man

I feel misreble

why

Feel

If I stop stressing will I stop disassociating

feeling s***

might conquer the world if i could just leave my room

Type beat

Can’t ever seem to pick myself up

so true.

Trying to find an new therapist because of my anxiety and depression. Written atleast 30 e-mails but nearly noone answers and if they do they tell me cant accept new clients.

Damn this is so hard, just thinking what I think.

Yall

Am i too far gone for thinking Joker is EXTREMELY relatable

need some positive energy but also just wana relate u feel

maybe not relatable in a psycho dude way

but in the way that it feels like life just arbitrarily beats u down sometimes and u dk what u did to deserve how u feel

This week hasn’t gone well for me at all

Feel like I’m falling deep into a hole I haven’t been in for quite a while...

I'm doing well enough, but I need to reach out to a therapist. First 6 months of the year were brutal, and I worry about falling down that hole again

Moved to a different area a year ago and never found a community. I'm fine with solitude, but it gets to me sometimes. Thankfully my family is super supportive ♥️

not gonna lie, when i went to go see it, i kinda related to him in the way he felt about the therapist only seeing him because he pays them and they don't really care about him, it felt kinda jarring to watch because i related to what he was feeling but not the way he went about it which is f***ing nuts

Everyday is just another day I haven't offed myself

I’m going to take control of myself

Do or do not there is no try

Just using this post to vent a little cause I'm likely not gonna say this to anyone in real life, but... been getting recurring thoughts of suicide lately. Want to talk to family about it, but since I'm so far away I think that would just make them worry too much.

is it normal to get angry when people’s response to my complaining about my own s***ty behavior is to “be easier on myself”? like b**** i’ve been easy on myself my whole life that’s why i’m still pathetic

i wanna get better
i will get better

im sick of this g
i will not let depression win