Yeah man

i knew this ldr was a bad idea...

being in a s***ty accommodation blows, but if you add d***heads residing there too it's an entire s*** sandwich.

it sucks people have to experience that uni life is supposed to be goat-tier.

why do i even exist if i don't matter to anyone

I’m still going because living has potential that death does not, and my death would affect my family. I don’t want to spread my depression just so I don’t have to feel it anymore.

There is no linear “getting better” imo. Right now I’m probably at the worst I’ve been in a while, but that doesn’t mean things aren’t getting better. I’m just not feeling it at the moment.

That's just an image meant to suck people in, dont worry, it isnt just you feeling that

Ive been gripped with fear of growing old and outliving my prime, life getting stale

Idk i know its irrational but f*** my anxiety is resurfacing, im 20

God i f***ing hate the people here

Yo I know exactly what you mean, idk tho I just hate the cycles of “lifes great” then “lifes ass”. I guess I just gotta keep on living, keeping my loved ones close, and keep doing the things that bring me joy.

Thanks for answering, feels good knowing someone knows what I feel like, we gonna get through this!

most of the people i go to school with make me wanna end it

Ok lemme chill out lol

How I been feeling lately

overthinking and anxiety is eating me alive

There’s a lot more people out there going through the same s*** than you would expect. Each of our individual situations is different but it is cool that we can talk on a forum like this and share tips. Reminds us that we’re never really alone.

always end up sliding back to the same place :/

That feel

I've completely given up on life now. I'm killing myself soon

Nah man you can’t. There’s always help available out there. Keep it goin

Feelin like I got nothing left to say irl, just lettin my thots out on this forum so I don’t go mental tbh

it's crazy how this depression is actually bringing me a bit of enlightenment

where do u live? if in LA, lets hang out

You Have to Make Happiness Your Priority - Naval Rakivant
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There's actually so many gems through out that whole JRE podcast episode

Nah florida thanks for the offer though

i hate being a people pleaser, been like this all my life

i like being a kind person because that's how i am naturally, but i don't want to feel like im being used or just letting it pass due to possible conflict

i just wanna be myself and im making strides to and getting out of this

God I miss being a kid going to sleep when you wanted. Insomnia is the devil