I don't have the energy anymore.

Definitely, it's like a constant static in my head and all I can do is nothing.

I have no idea where I'll be living next month and I'm afraid I'm going to have to take another semester off...

A semester off isnt always a bad thing, but damn try to get your living arrangements fixed first

I’ve managed to push all my friends out of my life..... it’s Saturday night and I’m so fkn alone lol

I know a lot of people here have disdain for social media. I did, too.

Part of my resentment came from feeling like I didn't have an identity worth showcasing on social media, but now is the time to reinvent myself. I AM cool. I AM artistic. I AM creative. I AM interesting.

Social media can be a great way to connect with people who bring value to our lives. We just have to minimize it by following only those who "spark joy" in us.

It means a lot to me this girl went out of her way to let me know I made a positive difference. Moments like that don't happen every day, so when they do, I cherish them.

It means a lot to me because we live in a society that's so fast-paced. It really does seem like everyone is out for himself/herself. Any compliments and friendly banter seem to be fake love, as most people won't care about these moments. Really gets us thinking if anything even matters.

So... For her to do that got me emotional for the whole week. I hope we cross paths again and work on something more in the future.

Anybody itt cyclothymic?

reunited

first time I've heard of it

It’s like being bipolar but with faster cycles, from a few hours to a few days and i think symptoms are not as strong as bipolar symptoms

I think I might have it tbh but since i always look calm people dont believe me

Life is trash when you’re ugly

Wish i wasn’t born smh

There really aren’t enough hours in the day. Months are flying by and it feels like I haven’t done s*** outside of work. I can’t even go to a f***ing movie theater because I can’t string together 3 uninterrupted hours anymore. I just live to work and nothing else.

my uni accom depressing man

Ay yo

To all the depressed/suicidal folks out there:

What made y’all keep going?
And
Does it really get better?

Thanks in advance!

How has being 'ugly' as you say affected you?

You called it uni accom, are you british?

And I feel you, last year I was in a tiny room with barely any friends, poor mental health and a toxic relationship. It got better.

It's nights like these when I realize I've been busy missing life...

every problem i have ive made myself

/ It’s Tough When You Have A Vision And Literally Nobody In Your Corner. Only Time Certain People Hit Me Up Is For F***ing Money ,,, And I Feel F***ing Terrible If I Don’t Give It To Them. Feels Like Nobody Wants To Make Time For Me. I Have To Forcefully Not Dwell On S*** Because I’ll End Up Even Further Down A Goddamn Hole ,,,

Feels Like I’m Hated And The Reason Why Is Never Clear

getting mad at everyone for no reason

/ Also I Hate Comparisons . I Know That Isn’t Like Some Soul Crushing S***, But Goddamn Does It Make Me Feel Less Than

Also Hate Having To Always Be The Bigger Person

Also I Overindulge In Material Items Because They Remind Me Of My Existence

2012 to now has been a real life noir movie

I gotta get out this horrible dreary ass city