Dec 14, 2022·1 reply
BLACKdoes weed help? feel like it'll do you better than opiates
Dec 14, 2022Trazadone
- Dec 14, 2022
Always keep the faith. I´d ask your gp for some heavier sleeping medication there´s some pills out there that´ll knock you out for sure. There´s also great literature about trauma and how to heal from it. I don´t like this Andrew Heberman? guy but he definitely knows what he´s talking bout. Imma link his trauma ep in a minute.
Here you go:
Dec 14, 2022Stay strong OP
- BLACK ☭Dec 14, 2022DirtyTrees
it's all bad
Dec 14, 2022
SepahBeen suffering from ptsd since I was 7 years old and I’m 99% sure my schizophrenia is a result of this. I suffer from nightmares/hallucinations as well auditory hallucinations that remind me of my trauma and it makes it almost impossible for me to sleep.
The only times I’m able to sleep is when I pass out from exhaustion or when high. As a result I’ve developed an addiction to opiates that I’ve been battling for the past 3-4 years.
I also take my meds like I’m supposed to but it has almost no effect. I have seriously been pondering suicide for a while now I’m tired of fighting this, the only things keeping me from doing so are my faith in Allah (swt), my family and my fiancé.
Any help in regards to bettering my mental health, and beating my addiction would be greatly appreciated or just kind words just need to vent/have someone listen.
So sorry to hear life has been difficult for you OP
I'm in no place to offer any actual help to you but just know that from the bottom of my heart i hope things turn out better for you
Don't lose your faith, keep the people in your life that matter to you close and stay strong
Much love brother
Dec 14, 2022
mollygatrrhope u n op get better twin ❤️ been sleep deprived since a kid n taking supplements (magnesium glycinate, gaba, glycine n ashwagandha) helped me improve the quality of my sleep
Didn’t get a noti for this smh… but thanks my brada, I’ll look into it 🙏🏽❤️
Dec 14, 2022·2 repliesFollow me back and message me. Tell me every single thing you see & hear.
If it helps you, I'd prefer a wall of text. I'd like to know every detail, especially about the visual hallucinations. But I'd like to hear about the audio as well.
I can't help you but what I can do is read your words and explain what I would do if I were in your shoes.
- Dec 14, 2022Sepah
I don’t go to a therapist because can’t get insurance. Only reason I’m diagnosed is because I got admitted to a facility.
Thank you for the kind words habibi
You in school right? Idk you might have tried already but maybe your school offers some insurance or some health thing
Dec 14, 2022·1 replyDarkJonMaddenELITEFollow me back and message me. Tell me every single thing you see & hear.
If it helps you, I'd prefer a wall of text. I'd like to know every detail, especially about the visual hallucinations. But I'd like to hear about the audio as well.
I can't help you but what I can do is read your words and explain what I would do if I were in your shoes.
Post to username ratio crazy
I know it's well intentioned tho
Dec 14, 2022Stay up brother
- Dec 14, 2022Zokkon
Post to username ratio crazy
I know it's well intentioned thodawg i aint even notice 😂😂😂
but nah im serious tho. id jus like to give OP an outlet to tell someone what he sees and hears without being judged. idk prolly wont even help fr.
- OPDec 15, 2022·1 replyDarkJonMaddenELITE
Follow me back and message me. Tell me every single thing you see & hear.
If it helps you, I'd prefer a wall of text. I'd like to know every detail, especially about the visual hallucinations. But I'd like to hear about the audio as well.
I can't help you but what I can do is read your words and explain what I would do if I were in your shoes.
Followed you back
Dec 15, 2022SepahFollowed you back
Are you prescribed Seroquel? If not ask your doctor about it. It’s an anti psychotic but doubles as a sleeping aid.
Dec 15, 2022·1 replyDon’t get hooked on opiates dawg I had to go rehab and s*** was not fun at all and I would not recommend and the comedown from those will def add to your depression not help it
Dec 15, 2022·1 replySepahI’m from Libya. Lived through the 1st civil war. Survived nato bombing raids that killed large numbers of my family and neighbors. A lot of my family was in gaddafis military as well so they were targeted and killed which made me extremely paranoid even to this day. Super sensitive to loud noises, people raising their voice and gory violent movies and games it’s almost like i have no control and won’t stop crying for hours won’t even be able to move
May Allah guide you bro
Where do you live now?
Dec 16, 2022SepahI’m from Libya. Lived through the 1st civil war. Survived nato bombing raids that killed large numbers of my family and neighbors. A lot of my family was in gaddafis military as well so they were targeted and killed which made me extremely paranoid even to this day. Super sensitive to loud noises, people raising their voice and gory violent movies and games it’s almost like i have no control and won’t stop crying for hours won’t even be able to move
check out this guys channel he's a licensed physician cuz i know you cant afford a therapist. his channel has really helped my mental health and i think it could be really helpful for u too
care about you sepah hmu if you ever need to
- Dec 16, 2022
Reading this made me tear up. The american mental health situation is terrible and I say this as an american.
- OPDec 17, 2022·1 replyrather late
May Allah guide you bro
Where do you live now?Texas
- OPDec 17, 2022GEENO
Don’t get hooked on opiates dawg I had to go rehab and s*** was not fun at all and I would not recommend and the comedown from those will def add to your depression not help it
I’ve been popping pills sinxd 15 it helps me block out the memories but also makes me super irritated/wanna fight over anything
- Dec 17, 2022Sepah
Texas
You watch that show ‘Mo’ on Netflix?
