Lock Summons

2y

I told her exactly how I felt bro. I just kept it short in the op

nightingaIe

2y

Finland a really beautiful country OP, I'm sure she'd love for you to visit

Jbreezyondeck

2y

Bro said I’m gonna keep it short and typed 9 paragraphs

nightingaIe

2y

@OP tell her u love her during the winter solstice

Sol Sabbath

2y

Oh nigga I thought somebody was dead -- move to Relationships

lioned

2y

Tbh op as an athlete in her prime she's gonna be f***ing everything

Better to reconnect when yall are winding down

lioned

2y

Tbh op as an athlete in her prime she's gonna be f***ing everything

Better to reconnect when yall are winding down

Sol Sabbath

2y

@OP you musta thought she just needed to change the boxspring all them times huh

Lock Summons

2y

Ima try to keep it short. I joined an internship program last August that ends in June. Part of the program is having 4 interns stay in a house funded by the program and we are designated to various non profits.

I became very close with a girl in this program. We connected pretty quickly, especially since we were the two who seemed to really put forth an effort for the group activities and such.

I had moved to a new city, and she was the first person here who I felt truly comfortable with. Easily the closest person I had in the area.

Well...she is a soccer player. Played in college and was trying to continue to play professionally. She broke the news to me a few weeks ago that her agent was working on a contract for her to play in Finland. A week or so later, the contract was a done deal and she literally left within the week.

I'm happy for her. I know this is her dream, and I fully support her, but I didn't think it would happen so fast and so far away. I have 3 months left of this program with her empty room across from mine being reminded of her.

I told her how I felt about her before she left. I didn't get mushy with it. Just said how much I have enjoyed spending time with her and I hope we can keep in touch. She agreed, and said she plans to come back in the future and wants to see me again. I also left her a note saying shes always welcome to hmu about anything and I'm always happy to hear from her.

Despite the kind words and good talks before she left, I don't expect anything. The future is definitely uncertain, and who knows what could happen. It's been really tough. I've felt really depressed and it almost feels like I'm grieving over a death. I know she's obviously alive, but it's the death of an everyday close connection we shared in this house and this program.

It also doesn't help that im still not certain what ill do after this program ends or where Ill be. I'm a fresh college graduate trying to find my first real job. And the uncertainty of that mixed with missing her feels like a lot at times.

Ima keep soldiering on. We will always be friends, but damn man...this has been tough.

Jbreezyondeck

2y

Bro said I’m gonna keep it short and typed 9 paragraphs

Bussin

2y

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I ain’t Finna read all this. Did you smash or nah? If no then tf you crying over her for

Lock Summons

2y

i never asked you what i should or shouldnt have done...

Lock Summons

2y

spoken like a true teenager

HURRY UP K DOG

2y

You can literally video call anyone in the world instantly.

Not to mention hop on a flight and be there in less than 10 hours.

The world is certainly more connected than ever.

plants

2y

member since 2023

lioned

2y

Tbh op as an athlete in her prime she's gonna be f***ing everything

Better to reconnect when yall are winding down

ragedsycokiller

2y

Whoa that s*** is definitely not real and how it works lmaaaaooo

Lock Summons

2y

damn I didnt realize you knew her better than me.