dont dwell on it

kids are evil

idk i just get pressed sometimes and shut down 😳😳😳

Being in an orgy and trying to get at this girl I had been feeling for a while but fumbling/freezing bad (initially I was frozen at the start of the orgy and she was the one who called my green ass off the bench ) long enough to have the person that was dominating the orgy come over and finger f*** that person to climax right next to you

And before that, being paired up with the person doing the finger f***ing who you also wanted to get at for a long ass time and saying something like I've wanted to do this for a long time and being too shook to do something...eventually they start sucking but I c***quick as hell to their disappointment (for the both of us ) and fading out realizing that Kiss Kiss is playing

Also one of my homies that was at the orgy told me that MFs thought I was slumped on the couch for some of it when I was really just shell shocked

Also there were ice breakers for the orgy and someone hit me with go out to the pole in the lounge and strip and I was bashful asf so I was looking down the whole time while Sexy Back was playing and people I lived with came out so eventually it was 20+ MFs out there all staring at me, two of homies were cheering me on

They knew

This guy freaked out and broke up with me the night of Prom and when I told my mom she thought I lied about having a date in the first place and I was trying to save face

King s***

Bro what the f***

You have the nuts to go to an orgy? Thats impressive

What made you go?

I remember the hottest girl in my grade commented on my MySpace that I was handsome or gorgeous or some s***

Even though I like to think of myself as self aware and there was no way that was happening because im an ugly mf I was scrambling in my head to convince myself it was legit

Think I commented some s*** back like "haha not too bad yourself!"

Coulda been worse

crine yeah coulda been much worse

long as you good today thats all that matters

i always be like "damn, imagine going to an orgy an nutting fast" and you done lived it. Proud of you for keeping on

Yeesh

So I struggle with disability and from what I can tell it's all trauma/psychosomatic so I often push myself to try new things especially things that I might not have many chances at or could potentially expose me to new worlds and ideas that could open up my insight.

At the time I was living in a super diverse community (color, sexuality, gender expression etc) that was also clothing optional among other things so I was really trying to push myself on this front. Plus getting invited to an orgy that your friend organized that had multiple people you wanted to get at truly might be a once in a lifetime opportunity.

I was at this house party, and this girl used a word I didn't know at the time. The word was 'pedigree'.

But the way she used it was weird, she was trying to ask what country I was from, but like asked "what's your parents pedigree"?

And right before she was about to dumb it down for me, I was like, my dad likes tennis and soccer.

Thank you dawg

Yeah between my sexual inexperience, how overwhelming and new the whole thing was and nutting fast I caught a multitude of Ls but I got one of my best stories out of it (need to write it down so bad) and even Ls can be new and exciting

I was in love with a girl when I was 15. We were in the same circle of friends, one day I tell a guy I'd like to go out on a date with her and word spread out.
She confronts me in front of everybody asking me if it's true and I say yes.
Then she ask me why I like her and I go in panic so I tell her in front of everybody that when I see her my heart beats faster and I think about her a lot.
People laugh at me and she tell me she ain't into me

My bro was dating this girl and me and him went to her friends house (the prettiest girl in the school).

I was pretty cool with her, always made her laugh but I never thought I’d ever be able to hit. Well my boy and his girl slid away (all 4 of us were watching the hangover) and the girl starts talking to me about what I was gonna do after we leave and other s***. Only 3 girls in my life ever had me fumbling my words cause I’m pretty quick witted…I low key felt outta my league

a few years passed and my boy eventually broke up with his girl and she was working as a waitress / bartender when I saw her again. We talked for awhile and she brought up that night. She said the pretty girl was sad I didn’t make the move cause she wanted me.

I still think about that night lmao, it’s been 10 years. Can’t say anything bad because she’s been aging like wine.

That’s insane

Lmao this reminds me of a supervisor I used to have. Dude use to slide in crazy ass words from time to time when asking us questions.

Too many to remember

LMAO

In the second grade, I sang a Jesse McCartney song for the school talent show
I can’t sing to save my life
I do remember my mom inviting a bunch of family members
I just blacked that memory out

Cut my eyelashes in 5th grade because they were long and some kid said I was a girl for having long eyelashes

Played badminton with shorty at high school, I didn't hit the lil ball once and she never found me attractive again

Girls, girls, girls... only issues with ladies here uh :word: