A WOMAN WAS HUNG IN MY GARAGE 26 YRS AGO
does it bother you?
i was present when my next door neighbor
commit suicide in the garage as well
In. This is actually rare. Nothing recent that comes to mind, but in a bit I will share the most significant thing that happened to/for me in 2020.
Idk if this is the right places to talk about dreams but I had this dream today that really stuck out to me.
I had A dream about this girl and I are talking in my room, she had blonde hair, brown skin and she was thick.
So I think we were talking about my friend Jason's birthday and so long story short, something tragic happens, we both watch the news as we cuddled somewhat on the bed and the person ended up coming out the hospital safe.
After that happened, we then sat across from each other on the bed and I was going to tell her I liked her but then she said "You know what I liked about him, I liked him because he was You." And I said "Jason?" And she said 'Yeah, he's just trying to get you where you want to be." And the dream ended with her saying "When I see his pictures, they look old."
Mind you I only knew one Jason in my life and we we're friends in middle school and we really haven't talked since he switched schools. I followed him on IG, a couple years back but still we didn't talk, cuz we we're both doing our own thing. But sometimes I see his IG pics and be like damn, dude really grew up. Which made me feel bad in a way of my minimal success in life.
Idk if this is the right places to talk about dreams but I had this dream today that really stuck out to me.
I had A dream about this girl and I are talking in my room, she had blonde hair, brown skin and she was thick.
So I think we were talking about my friend Jason's birthday and so long story short, something tragic happens, we both watch the news as we cuddled somewhat on the bed and the person ended up coming out the hospital safe.
After that happened, we then sat across from each other on the bed and I was going to tell her I liked her but then she said "You know what I liked about him, I liked him because he was You." And I said "Jason?" And she said 'Yeah, he's just trying to get you where you want to be." And the dream ended with her saying "When I see his pictures, they look old."
Mind you I only knew one Jason in my life and we we're friends in middle school and we really haven't talked since he switched schools. I followed him on IG, a couple years back but still we didn't talk, cuz we we're both doing our own thing. But sometimes I see his IG pics and be like damn, dude really grew up. Which made me feel bad in a way of my minimal success in life.
That's a fire dream bro
In. This is actually rare. Nothing recent that comes to mind, but in a bit I will share the most significant thing that happened to/for me in 2020.
Aye I really didn't feel like typing this store out. So please don't mind the video; it was really the only way I could tell the story the way it needed to be told:
Aye I really didn't feel like typing this store out. So please don't mind the video; it was really the only way I could tell the story the way it needed to be told:
!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgdLPcBmZXsi'll let you know when i watch it
i'm about to start my youtube
channel too so this is perfect
appreciate you
Idk if this is the right places to talk about dreams but I had this dream today that really stuck out to me.
I had A dream about this girl and I are talking in my room, she had blonde hair, brown skin and she was thick.
So I think we were talking about my friend Jason's birthday and so long story short, something tragic happens, we both watch the news as we cuddled somewhat on the bed and the person ended up coming out the hospital safe.
After that happened, we then sat across from each other on the bed and I was going to tell her I liked her but then she said "You know what I liked about him, I liked him because he was You." And I said "Jason?" And she said 'Yeah, he's just trying to get you where you want to be." And the dream ended with her saying "When I see his pictures, they look old."
Mind you I only knew one Jason in my life and we we're friends in middle school and we really haven't talked since he switched schools. I followed him on IG, a couple years back but still we didn't talk, cuz we we're both doing our own thing. But sometimes I see his IG pics and be like damn, dude really grew up. Which made me feel bad in a way of my minimal success in life.
dreams are powerful things
i appreciate you sharing
i recommend keeping a dream journal because we are able to receive real communication when we are in that space
we can even control our dreams
why do you feel you had this dream?
why do you feel that it stuck with you?
i'm about to head to the train station after i eat
i'm gonna be going from los angeles to new orleans
i am going to pursue poetry and i am going to study at the voodoo temple
i will keep y'all updated with my happenings
also gonna work on the discord
and finally respond
cause this train ride is 40 hours
dreams are powerful things
i appreciate you sharing
i recommend keeping a dream journal because we are able to receive real communication when we are in that space
we can even control our dreams
why do you feel you had this dream?
why do you feel that it stuck with you?
Idk maybe it happened to send me a message about this person because I never had a dream where someone compared me to someone else in that way especially if ur looking from the outside, thinking their life is better than yours.
dreams are powerful things
i appreciate you sharing
i recommend keeping a dream journal because we are able to receive real communication when we are in that space
we can even control our dreams
why do you feel you had this dream?
why do you feel that it stuck with you?
do you ever feel like your mentality is just you trying to add purpose to the most minute details of life? i'm not trying to talk down on you sorry if that's how it comes across
i'm about to head to the train station after i eat
i'm gonna be going from los angeles to new orleans
i am going to pursue poetry and i am going to study at the voodoo temple
i will keep y'all updated with my happenings
also gonna work on the discord
and finally respond
cause this train ride is 40 hours
the train didn't have wifi and i'm on the frugal wave so my phone was out of data
that 15 dollar bill though
new orleans is awesome
i will have to return someday
headed back home to st. louis now
i know i keep saying it, but i am
going to reply to everybody in here
and continue to share what's
been going on in my life
i feel like i am developing precognition...
appreciate you all
truly
do you ever feel like your mentality is just you trying to add purpose to the most minute details of life? i'm not trying to talk down on you sorry if that's how it comes across
i didn't take any offense but thank you for making it clear that you didn't intend it that way
hm...
i did feel that way when i was younger, yes
but i now believe that was me being afraid
i have seen enough in my life to know that there are no coincidences and that the spiritual side of life is very real
i don't know if you are familiar with Carl Jung but a lot of his work inspires me a lot
and anytime i think i'm on to something
he seems to already have written the book on it haha
does that answer your question?
why do you ask?
i didn't take any offense but thank you for making it clear that you didn't intend it that way
hm...
i did feel that way when i was younger, yes
but i now believe that was me being afraid
i have seen enough in my life to know that there are no coincidences and that the spiritual side of life is very real
i don't know if you are familiar with Carl Jung but a lot of his work inspires me a lot
and anytime i think i'm on to something
he seems to already have written the book on it haha
does that answer your question?
why do you ask?
i am somewhat familiar with jung yeah lol.
i've had incidents that seem too eerily connected to be more than just mere coincidence, though at the height of experiencing a lot of that i was definitely having a manic episode.
i ask mainly cause i'm just interested in seeing why people think the way that they do. it's always interesting to see the world from many perspectives.
i am somewhat familiar with jung yeah lol.
i've had incidents that seem too eerily connected to be more than just mere coincidence, though at the height of experiencing a lot of that i was definitely having a manic episode.
i ask mainly cause i'm just interested in seeing why people think the way that they do. it's always interesting to see the world from many perspectives.
that's why i invited @RoyalSavant into this thread
i also have a friend who is pursuing a masters in psychology who i reach out to when i need it... i love learning the science behind all this
losing my mind was one of my biggest fears as a kid
and so any of this stuff
that we talk about in here
it always made me feel crazy
but the more research i do
particularly with african spirituality and history
the more i'm convinced that this isn't crazy at all
although episodes or
trauma may bring it
more into the forefront
with that said, i have definitely seen the people who have some mental health issues and they seem kind of out there... like, the connections they are making are only in their mind
for me, i feel like the connections in my life are universal truths that happened so that i could tell stories about them
once i write the book and do the
ted talk, i feel like it'll all make sense
that's why i invited @RoyalSavant into this thread
i also have a friend who is pursuing a masters in psychology who i reach out to when i need it... i love learning the science behind all this
losing my mind was one of my biggest fears as a kid
and so any of this stuff
that we talk about in here
it always made me feel crazy
but the more research i do
particularly with african spirituality and history
the more i'm convinced that this isn't crazy at all
although episodes or
trauma may bring it
more into the forefront
with that said, i have definitely seen the people who have some mental health issues and they seem kind of out there... like, the connections they are making are only in their mind
for me, i feel like the connections in my life are universal truths that happened so that i could tell stories about them
once i write the book and do the
ted talk, i feel like it'll all make sense
i documented a lot of my life at that time. i was big into creation and the creative process. the thought that goes into it. being able to rewatch and see how you piece things together to create is so interesting. however i stumbled upon a random voice memo from that time and jeez, it's kinda scary to see my headspace was where it was at that time.
interesting thread op