nothing but death been on my mind for almost 4 weeks

things just get worse everyday
pray for me fam

please talk to someone, anyone.

dont do it man

This. Let someone know. If death's been on your mind for that long you start getting tunnel vision and lose sight of other things because it's so present in your mind. You deserve better than being trapped in those feelings. Talk to someone please.

i try. i literally stay up for hours searching for ppl to talk to but it’s no one who cares when i do. they just say “oh”

that just leads me to believe it’s a evil world we live in, and i wouldn’t wanna be apart of it. like i seen some homeless lady at my job today and i gave her $40 and other ppl where looking at her with a sad face but didn’t do anything. it’s f***ed up and it’s cold as s***

You can talk here if you want to. Your first step reaching out is already completed by creating this thread.

There's also suicide prevention hotlines if you really need someone to talk to and no one is available. Those people are there to listen. There's no shame in calling them if you need some help.

Don’t do it mfer, you have brighter days ahead of u. It’s the mindset not ones condition. There are people in far worse conditions yet suicide doesn’t cross their minds. Level up, you got this.

thanks fam this thread is really inspiring

stay strong COLUMBO. adding to others id look into support group mestings in your area.

nami.org/find-support

adaa.org

dbsalliance.org/support/chapters-and-support-groups/find-a-support-group

mhanational.org/find-support-groups

no

call 1-800-273-8255

and talk to someone.

That's good to hear. There's people who care you know.

There was another thread made not that long ago with someone in a similar situation who's now posting in the thread at certain times to keep us updated on improvements. Maybe looking at it can help you out some too: ktt2.com/im-27-and-i-think-i-cant-make-it-anymore-16800

Sometimes people don’t know what to say bruh, so all they can say is “oh”

Colombo have you ever thought of seeing a therapist? It has helped me tremendously

this is the moment where you are truly tested

are you just going to step down and give up? or are you going to step up and try to make sense of and understand your reality

Its because sometimes people can't help or don't want to help. It sucks to hear that in your darkest moment but humans are naturally selfish they wont care to lend a hand often till its too late and they see the damage.

Please go see someone for help bro

i feel you op

Are you talking about Omegle

Betterhelp.com

Did you try going to a psychologist, op? I had the same thoughts for years and going to one helped me. Now im going through it again because some loss and im looking to go again when i can.

Try it if you can. Take care and you can talk to me here if you want