BLACK ⛧Apr 18, 2021·1 reply@DonutHole why'd you leave msct?
Apr 18, 2021·4 repliesBLACK@DonutHole why'd you leave msct?
Cuz I was stressed out over this drama tbh
To the point I was acting out against people who didn't do nothing
Probably also ashamed of what happened so I just wanted to leave
Couldn't stand seeing him in there acting like nothing happened
Even starting collabs with some of y'all... I said to myself... I'd rather just leave and let y'all be
I didn't now if y'all would have taken this srsly or not
And I didn't feel like going back and forth with him and maybe some devil's advocates in the group (I assumed there would be)
the decision was made impulsively - I fled lol
I don't think I could have exposed him here today if I hadn't left the sxn first
- BLACK ⛧Apr 18, 2021·2 repliesDonutHole
Cuz I was stressed out over this drama tbh
To the point I was acting out against people who didn't do nothing
Probably also ashamed of what happened so I just wanted to leave
Couldn't stand seeing him in there acting like nothing happened
Even starting collabs with some of y'all... I said to myself... I'd rather just leave and let y'all be
I didn't now if y'all would have taken this srsly or not
And I didn't feel like going back and forth with him and maybe some devil's advocates in the group (I assumed there would be)
the decision was made impulsively - I fled lol
I don't think I could have exposed him here today if I hadn't left the sxn first
that's understandable. you've always been a cool poster so we'll always have room for you if you want back in. take care of yourself
- Apr 18, 2021BLACK
that's understandable. you've always been a cool poster so we'll always have room for you if you want back in. take care of yourself
Thank you fr 💜
Apr 18, 2021I’m ready for this new f***in album
Apr 18, 2021
Sponge 🧽Apr 19, 2021BLACKthat's understandable. you've always been a cool poster so we'll always have room for you if you want back in. take care of yourself
Apr 19, 2021
Apr 19, 2021·3 repliesThe internet was a mistake.
Apr 19, 2021DannyThe internet was a mistake.
every time s*** happens it's like we are just figuring this out lol- Apr 19, 2021·1 reply
Thread still goat though
kttmz 💛Apr 19, 2021DannyThe internet was a mistake.
We need a time machine
Apr 19, 2021·2 repliesVizeGuyThread still goat though
It's kinda weird now
- Apr 19, 2021Cant pick
It's kinda weird now
Yeah honestly it's hard for it not to be rn lol
Apr 19, 2021·1 replyCant pickIt's kinda weird now
Thread better be left to fester in misc and be locked tbh. Someone should make another one.
- Apr 19, 2021Smoochill
Thread better be left to fester in misc and be locked tbh. Someone should make another one.
Yeah
- Apr 19, 2021·2 repliesDonutHole
That's what he did to me at least
Came in my private msg out of no where to obsess over his ex, be h**** and ask for nudes for no reason (didn't even know the guy), all he talks about is Weezer and ktt and his ex,
On the first day of talking to him, he dumped his personal trauma on me so I felt bad ever since and wanted to help ever since (I found out later that he does this to other people too - tell them his trauma and expect them to stay by his side no matter what)
Well come to find out he lies alot, plays the victim, is obsessed with his ex whilst telling me "hE Lovës mE" and repeatedly telling me
" I should only be loyal to him"
, then I catch him talking about other girls in chats - here's when the gaslighting comes in - straight up lying about it despite me having screenshots.... (he must think I'm stupid lol)
Complety broke my trust so I don't support him anymore, which is the best thing to happen cuz now I can finally adress the red flags :
I ignored all the red flags cuz I felt sorry for him and wanted to "fix him"
Told him to get therapy but ofc "it's not for him"
If you argue with him (over petty things like Weezer or the beach Boys) he'll ignore you then not own up to his mistakes and say
"lEts Bé PosItIve"
He thinks it's normal for a person to run to him and apologize to him cuz they disagree over the beach Boys
I assume responsability in all this cuz I felt this was the only way to get some love too (I wanted to fix him and him tell me he appreciates me for doing that - pathetic I know)
so I'd bend the knee alot and let him trample all over me - and boy did he let loose - like I said almost all our interactions where him complaining/obsessing about his ex or meaningless ktt drama
Not realizing I was losing my self-respect I let it go on for too long, thinking I was doing the right thing
All in all he used me to have emotional support and fight his stupid ktt battles
He also used other people, I'm not the only one
Apr 20, 2021DonutHoleCuz I was stressed out over this drama tbh
To the point I was acting out against people who didn't do nothing
Probably also ashamed of what happened so I just wanted to leave
Couldn't stand seeing him in there acting like nothing happened
Even starting collabs with some of y'all... I said to myself... I'd rather just leave and let y'all be
I didn't now if y'all would have taken this srsly or not
And I didn't feel like going back and forth with him and maybe some devil's advocates in the group (I assumed there would be)
the decision was made impulsively - I fled lol
I don't think I could have exposed him here today if I hadn't left the sxn first
I wish the best for you
I hope you heal properly 🙏🏾 See you whenever you’re ready to come back to the site ❤️- Apr 20, 2021DonutHole
Cuz I was stressed out over this drama tbh
To the point I was acting out against people who didn't do nothing
Probably also ashamed of what happened so I just wanted to leave
Couldn't stand seeing him in there acting like nothing happened
Even starting collabs with some of y'all... I said to myself... I'd rather just leave and let y'all be
I didn't now if y'all would have taken this srsly or not
And I didn't feel like going back and forth with him and maybe some devil's advocates in the group (I assumed there would be)
the decision was made impulsively - I fled lol
I don't think I could have exposed him here today if I hadn't left the sxn first
If you reached out to Free, Xanta or Bow they would've listened for sure I believe. I hope you come back when you're more comfortable but I understand. You deserve a hug and some tea after what I read he did smh sorry you had to go through that
Apr 21, 2021·2 repliesWhy is no one talking about the new single. First verse I was like “idk about this one” but once the nostalgic summer nights on the road tone of it set in and the catchy as hell hook popped in I dug it.
- Apr 21, 2021·1 reply
All I got from this drama is Ithaka is mentally ill and needs help.
- Apr 21, 2021·1 replyFella
All I got from this drama is Ithaka is mentally ill and needs help.
Yeah hope they are doing okay even if what they did was messed up
- Apr 21, 2021·1 replyCant pick
Yeah hope they are doing okay even if what they did was messed up
Yeah absolutely he shouldn’t have done what he did but healthy people don’t act like that.
- Apr 21, 2021Fella
Why is no one talking about the new single. First verse I was like “idk about this one” but once the nostalgic summer nights on the road tone of it set in and the catchy as hell hook popped in I dug it.
The thread is just at a low point after what happened, I think somebody else will pick it up though when they're ready.