genuinely want to leave sometimes...
this is one of those times.

Thankfully I have a lot of people that care about me and I wouldn't want to bring that sadness to them

respect it mane.

my grandparents would cry and i hate seeing them cry . and also im too p*ssy

very small 0.001% of hope thats diminishing with each day

there's a lotta records to sample, i just cant miss that

Not a whole lot

all the most painless ways are hard to pull off

I can't die before a world tour

this is true also

imagining the anxiety before killing yourself

Also legacy is the only thing that matters in life
It's the only reason you even know about anybody

imagine not getting mega f***ed up beforehand

Yeah i would have to be f***ed off my ass on something to be able to do it

it would hurt i think

Deciding to live for my Dream and what I want in life, aswell as a mild curiosity in whether the world is gonna pull through or go completely downhill. Tbh I'm apathetic to my existence a lot of the time, when it comes to living the only real route for me is to strive to live how I truly want to. The other option for me would be to just dip out, I'm not about the middle ground for this particular issue atleast

I've thought about it so many times, but there are equally as many things I want to accomplish before I go. I think it's a refusal to die rn rather than I me just feeling ok.

not sure if any of you relate, but stay strong soldiers. we're not dead yet.

how can you kill what’s already dead

true good point

my family would be sad

yup lol

My mother and siblings rely on me heavily. If I didn’t have them to worry about I would have took myself out the game already.

whew its sadboi szn for real. at least were all in this together

Purpose

family