when it's supposed to "get better" lol
It already did but you’re fixated on the negatives
Everything is fantastic, better than it’s ever been but basically I have these unrealistic and unnecessary expectations that I need to let go of to
hanging out with friends puts everything into perspective
all that s*** u think about 24/7 that u care so much about, none of it is as important as good company
The connection between s***and the kundalini is extremely fascinating. Some say that absolute abstinence is the best approwch for spiritual awakening because you can conduct store move and channel the sexual energy. But it is also possible to use o***** to push the kundalini upwards for the purpose of completing the awakening process. It is also possible to initiate the kundalini awakening thru o*****.
So it is not fair to say that s***and spiritual progress are a dichotomy. They can be used in fusion to progress each other in a positive manner
Also, people who are extremely easily aroused are likely to have experienced a kundalini awakening, the connection between the sexual energy and the kundalini is as close as the connection between mass and gravity, they are one in the same
The connection between s***and the kundalini is extremely fascinating. Some say that absolute abstinence is the best approwch for spiritual awakening because you can conduct store move and channel the sexual energy. But it is also possible to use o***** to push the kundalini upwards for the purpose of completing the awakening process. It is also possible to initiate the kundalini awakening thru o*****.
So it is not fair to say that s***and spiritual progress are a dichotomy. They can be used in fusion to progress each other in a positive manner
Also, people who are extremely easily aroused are likely to have experienced a kundalini awakening, the connection between the sexual energy and the kundalini is as close as the connection between mass and gravity, they are one in the same
ultra instinct goku and ultra ego vegeta 
no-fap god or goon lord
duality is a spectrum and opposites are paths we can choose to evolve
ultra instinct goku and ultra ego vegeta 
no-fap god or goon lord
duality is a spectrum and opposites are paths we can choose to evolve
u nailed it
its like the opposite extremes can achieve the same result thru different rhythms of the same thing, if that makes sense. like you can consistently gather energy, or you can pulse it, either way works but with different drawbacks and nuances
i think the missing principle from the hermetic teachings is what i call circle theory. like a color wheel, a spectrum can always be formed as a circle. this is supported by mathematics, anything can be described as a collection of oscillations, its called fourier a***ysis. opposites are completely out of phase sine waves, which creates destructive interference, which leads to nothing ultimately. But this sort of destructive process is actually very useful at times, hence the saying opposites attract, everything in this world is the result of destructive and constructive interference, so equality or duality/opposites tend to be more powerful than any other combination