Life is so bizarre

So much for us to do yet something instinctively holds us back. Why?

And why is there so much pressure on doing everything by the time you're 30?

I turn 24 this week

idk dude. read someone say they witnessed the effect of what being a low status male 30+ does to a man psychology & how heart breaking it was and i don't get it. Everybody path is different

These days I think a lot about how different my life would be if my parents were super strict

Like obviously it would suck but I'm doing pretty well already maybe I'd be doing 3x better and have more freedom as an adult.

Sometimes I feel like youth is overrated and we should just accept that work is life and just dig in early

Only slept like 4 hours last night been up since like 2:00am Monday. Had the whole day off still unsure if I could fall asleep easily Idk what’s wrong with me

23 on Thursday

I don’t want to save the world anymore lol

Danny Brown is underrated

To tell you the truth ima tell you some lies

To tell you the truth I been fw some dimes

😓

my lil bro got a ps5

Not feeling good.

lol are u him?? can't teach me if he can't learn no s***.

we had this other slow worker, one day during training I had enough and said ''do u smoke weed? u know smoking before work is not a good idea, especially when you're new and in training'' turns out he never smoked weed in his life and was just mentally slow.

Man that p*** was wild. they had so much fun playing in the background & this lightskin bih was making the d*** tsunami wet

Im in a delayed gratification stage of my life rn.

s*** is so grey and boring.

Just working and saving. No one told me that the grind is boring.

Atleast i have acid and studio time to look forward to

Been sober for a while and honestly never felt better, then I hung out with some friends n slipped up and did yayo. It was my idea too smfh so disappointed in myself.

Thing is tho, I had a panic attack after doing it, for the first time ever in my life, s*** was absolutely horrifying and I thought I was gonna have a heart attack, I legit dashed the room my friends were in and went home it was that intense. Had to relapse on xans again to make the panic go away.

May have been a bad cut or just reacted badly to the yay but low-key that panic attack may have been a blessing, I never wanna touch a d*** again. Whenever I think about any d*** I have a flashback to that panic attack, and it assures me to stay sober.

Just gotta watch out for the alcohol and benzos and ill be straight.

@mods

Sheeeit

So you got a ps5

naw lol

You're a better man than me respect

So, when I was younger I played tf out of Pokémon games on Nintendo gameboys and it just hit me...you gotta live life like that...leaving your hometown and going through different adventures in different cities