I was told to hang myself and that my mother should have assaulted me more as a child.
Sooo yeah. Unfortunately there are people with no filters out there
damn thats horrible
even younger me had limits
sometime i really just want to freak the f*** out on ppl
I had this methhead coworker that had 3 kids he hadn't seen in years and he got this one methhead annoying customer pregnant, she lost the baby. We were arguing once over some s*** and I told him to pull himself together he didn't deserve another kid anyway mf went to the backroom to cry and I never saw him again, that was right when covid hit tho
woaaaaaah
She tried to hurt my feelings
She failed
I don’t let her control me
I’m sure it hurt her more knowing
She couldn’t hurt me
lowkey funny thoug
They very well knew i was suicidal and i had mother abandonment issues.
a friend cut me off because i told them i felt uncomfortable with them being friends with people who were spreading misinformation and just generally harassing me.
they started grand standing me and then cut me off before i could reply back properly.
The thing is that i told them respectfully as well how uncomfortable i was.
Ah that's a s***ty excuse for a friend.. if someone does you like that its best to immediately put that energy into something because you won't be able to just sit with it, but done give them any more time. I joke and all but if a diary is what works for you then do that. Personally I find physical activity the best remedy.
one time my mother was getting on my nerves bad
i grew up in public school so i had thick skin from all the roast sessions so it was impossible af to get under my skin
i forgot what she said exactly but s*** got heated and she said sumn like "that why your friend killed himself, you always are so annoying"i just collapsed and cried
in her defense i was being a bit pissy too
They very well knew i was suicidal and i had mother abandonment issues.
i was talkignt o sum1 else
that s*** they said to you was just f***ed up
one time my mother was getting on my nerves bad
i grew up in public school so i had thick skin from all the roast sessions so it was impossible af to get under my skin
i forgot what she said exactly but s*** got heated and she said sumn like "that why your friend killed himself, you always are so annoying"i just collapsed and cried
in her defense i was being a bit pissy too
basically turned into a screaming match
i was talkignt o sum1 else
that s*** they said to you was just f***ed up
You’re good, just wanted to provide context that makes those things so much worse
Not to mention they mocked my brother’s d*** overdoses
Ah that's a s***ty excuse for a friend.. if someone does you like that its best to immediately put that energy into something because you won't be able to just sit with it, but done give them any more time. I joke and all but if a diary is what works for you then do that. Personally I find physical activity the best remedy.
feels extremely s***ty though because idk who to trust in future friendships
she apologized
i still love her though that was the first and last mean thing shes ever said to me
she a very nice person so it was weird and scary to see her like that
You’re good, just wanted to provide context that makes those things so much worse
Not to mention they mocked my brother’s d*** overdoses
oh yeah this person needs mental help
It’s a community of people
oooooh
i used to hate a lot of people being horrible to me
that had to be traumatizing af
oooooh
i used to hate a lot of people being horrible to me
that had to be traumatizing af
every little thing in my experiences with them they took from 0 to a million.
I still feel like overwhelmed and confused by like a lot of why it escalated
I just got off my shift
Go get some p**** or lift some weights then
Those should be your main 3 outlets for channeling energy
Outside of that do something creative like write, draw, etc
Go get some p**** or lift some weights then
Those should be your main 3 outlets for channeling energy
Outside of that do something creative like write, draw, etc
I should lift more, yeah.
I had this methhead coworker that had 3 kids he hadn't seen in years and he got this one methhead annoying customer pregnant, she lost the baby. We were arguing once over some s*** and I told him to pull himself together he didn't deserve another kid anyway mf went to the backroom to cry and I never saw him again, that was right when covid hit tho