Like i. Said before its environment
Every black person i know here over the age of 20 will tell u the same
Even my parents
And friends of them
Every stranger i met on the street

Belgium bro

Other foreign people literally just leave

At the moment, i don't have any friends by choice
Cause 95% of the ppl here were spoonfed with racist s***
And they all proudly show it
Even when they're against it, theyll go out of their to prove how much it is in fact literally instilled in them

It's not about filter
Its about them
If ur too confident= theyll insult u/hold u back
If ur too soft; run over u and use u as a token

Ow yeah last yr a black dude got killed here by a student group(he was the only black kid made him drink pee,puke, eat weird raw fishes etc) that were sons of lawyers and doctors ;)
Ow yeah guess whos winning the case?

Thing is really most ppl wanna be ur friends just to take advantage of u or tell u how s*** u are

Specially in an area where
"Foreign ppl are dumb and stupid"
Nobody wanna lose to them
Thats why u even got 50+ yr old white folkd screaming racist stuff at children= jealousy

feel like the one of the most dangerous things you could do is give someone a big ego and they stop feeling the need to learn or get better. sometimes you have to monitor/drip feed/gatekeep your support. otherwise it’s like giving a plant too much water

does that even apply to the black people who only choose to associate with each other? i can understand that sentiment of distrust towards a white, racist majority, but wouldn't you find actual camaraderie within your own community?

that's what happens in a lot of southern states in the US. black people and other minorities of color provide real support to each other against a racist majority.

btw i'm absolutely disgusted at the kind of s*** you're saying goes on around you man, and sending you strength to find your way out of there.

Well yes
But as said i didn't grow up in those parts
I literally grew up as only black kiddo/family in the whole area

"Aye that's the black kid u been talking about?"

Im sure in a more foreign populated area it. Would've been a lot diff,a whole lot lmfao
Seen many things slip because of it

I live literally in the area, where the racists/Nazi parties from Belgium originated and is still winning till this day lol
Racism doesn't even exist here, actually white farmer folks say they the victims :(

Im 25
Just realizing everything now
Even tho my fam/foreign peers been telling me since the age of 5

Ow yeah another interesting thing i learned too
As a kid, everything that is told you between the age of 0-7 u take as truth
Now think about environment again and the possible confidence or traumas this can cause

And thanks man
Like OP said ridiciuled for urs
Eventually ended up playing sports 3rd division lvl,higher tjan any of my generation mates who was all laughing at me
And dis yr signed a label deal after idk how many yrs of laughter and ridicule
Ofc all those ppl were the first to send me how much they liked my music and s*** lol

My sister is in her final yrs of pharmacy
When she started everyone doubted her cause "they want sure, might be too much for her? No?"

Well b****es she had like 99% on her finals mathematics
And literally scored nothing below 80% studying Science high lvl
Ow yeah they were sceptic cause they white kiddos couldnt do it

Now shes in her last yr university, in a class with what? 10 students? And they started off 5yrs ago with 400?

They hate to see it

that's unfortunate man.

ok, i do understand how you can personally relate to this sentiment. but it is a relatively specific situation, so i don't believe that changes my POV of OP making a generalization, especially since from what he's saying he also seems to be in a completely different situation.

he specifically said this:

which implies that he faces this issue among people in his own community. that seems to be different than what you go through, which truly seems unresolvable.

💯 homie blew up from my hometown and now everyone is d***riding.

Well that isn't true but OK

exactly, sometimes all you can do is support at the end

Should've just said crabs in a bucket mentality bc its a universal thing..

This Some Poor Response Playa

Im Afraid Youll Have To Elaborate Further Pimpin

Don't talk to me please

I'm glad i know who is who from a very young age so when im UP imma act like ion know any of these peasants

it ain’t even d***riding to support in the end unless you’re trying to attach yourself to the success

some people don’t even share their process/grind with everyone and the only time to support is at the end

The thing is why s*** on people goals when they share it with you? And when they're up they wanna sing a different song nah keep that same energy

you should be glad they shat on your goals they just made themselves a clear cut for you. the same way you differentiate hate from criticism/support goes the same for haters and supporters.

they either hate when you down or help you when you down it’s that simple. if they hated you should’ve already cut them off in some way

this cap find better friends

Good thing I have no friends

Ive never been hated on in my life ngl all my homies hella supportive

friends that don’t support a music career might also be good friends. you think your music deserves support op?

Bro why tf y’all keep posting this!!!????????