don't think you will ever be happy and seems to be because of the industry you're in.....the girls are messed up and the guys are too

Lmfaoooooooo

I know how it feels bro

It hurts and is really hard to get over

I forget if I made a thread about it but I realized it was all about time management

7 nights in a week = 6 date nights + 1 chill rest night

Tbh the hardest part was consistently texting all of them and it was super expensive to maintain

Everything fell apart when I hosted this fashion event where all 6 of them coincidentally showed up to it at the exact same time and started gossiping about me

I couldn't care less about eventually cutting ties with 5 of them but 1 of them was difficult to accept since she was the prettiest of the 6 and also one of the most famous and popular streetwear models in NYC

You're totally right

Unfortunately everyone around me is super vain / superficial / self-centered and I've been brainwashed over time

The irony is I'm being roasted in this thread for being shallow but I actually have the smallest ego and I'm probably the least shallow person I know since everyone around me in the industry is 100x worse

I’m assuming you was d***ing all that down at astronomical speeds

LOL lets just say I was running on zero sleep that entire year and always had someone to cuddle with

A lot of non-NYC peeps are gonna say what I did was disgusting but literally every girl in her 20s here is at least talking to 3+ dudes at the same time

Damn, you really are an a******.

No wonder you’re alone.

Honestly reading through the thread on the surface it sounds like the dream but being around those type of people 24/7 will turn you horrible no matter how much you try fight it....feel like that would lead someone to having a breakdown eventually. Maybe that's why you hear alotta models turn to d****

I'm alone now intentionally by choice

Life is a lot less stressful now and I can focus on being productive

There's a 0% chance I end up alone it's just that I'd rather leave my toxic dating cycle in the past and live a wholesome family life by settling down and being a better person

This

People in here are being mean to me and calling me an a****** but trust me if they were in this industry for 10+ years it's going to eventually brainwash and influence the way you perceive people and you become desensitized to all the superficial stuff

I'm unfortunately a product of my environment but I'm hopeful to reprogram my mind so that I can start seeing what's real again

I've always stayed away from d**** since I'm genuinely happy without them but I can totally understand why models use them as an escape from reality since they believe their value and self-worth comes purely from their physical appearance which is really an awful way to live and think

You will change this soon

We're all gonna find our forever partners one day