Ya'll ever get those moments of depersonalization where you feel detached and like your in a dream? Moments of derealization where nothing feels real?
I took a 125 mg edible and at the peak of the high I was feeling a lot of depersonalization. The bad trip started to hit. Everything felt so foreign and I couldn't believe I was me. Felt so fake. I started having an anxiety attack and I couldn't get myself to calm down. Worst feeling in the world then I went to sleep. It still lingers a little bit but my mind has settled for the most part.
any of yall deal with these feelings?
I mean there's your answer, you have detached yourself from the world and your body is reacting accordingly
Real eyes realize real lies.
Still steal steel
This s*** happens when I see someone die. It gives me this weird feeling of just being so small, but big at the same time.
it's been 10 years now
it's been 10 years now
Five years for me. It’s much better now but never goes away fully. The first two/three weeks were literally hell on Earth. Couldn’t stand being in my own head but couldn’t escape.
Got high and looked at a mirror couple days ago. Looked right at myself.
Woah its really me
These hands are mine. Im staring at myself staring at myself.
Its happened before but this was the most recent. It gets easier. Sometimes when its especially hard, i tell myself I'm just an actor playing a part and i play my part well.
I had this when I was a kid randomly and scared the s*** outta me. Then it went away. Then when I was in my late teens I took an edible (actually 2) and had the same experience as you, s*** was legitimately terrifying. I got over it with time. If you need help in this situation lemme know OP it is scary but can be treated
legit stop eating edibles and also consider stop smoking weed
does your family have any cases of schizophrenia?
chill the f*** out for a while
listen to your brain dumbass
Honestly, much much much better. I don’t actually mind it now.
The first two days were the worst experience I have ever had, and ever will have. The only thing I can imagine worse is being burned alive. I couldn’t relax or control my brain or anxiety. It was like one long panic attack. I didn’t go to work or college for about 2 months when all this started. Bro, I even went to f***ing church and prayed for the first time in my life - spoke to a priest and everything. I then started going to mental health centres and chilling with the people there. It was just horrendous and I know exactly what you’re going through, believe me I do. I know it’s a cliche that people say online and you’ll probably be thinking “not exactly” but I really did. Thought my life was f***ing over and was about to end it all.
Things started changing for me when I got into meditation and stopped trying to fight it. Another key thing was acceptance that things would not be the same, but that doesn’t necessarily have to be a bad thing. I’m a different person than I was before that experience. I like the “new” me much more. Another key thing is recognising that it really really really is just anxiety and a byproduct of it. Once the anxiety fades, the symptoms do. It’s not as scary as it feels and you can’t go insane. It’s impossible to go insane.