dissociation is wild bro. I really just feel weirdly aware of everything and everything seems fake like im watching a movie or something
it sometimes feels like a time skip too, but that's prob cause i been on autopilot
Shrooms made me confront traumas, I was completely unprepared and would not recommend. I’m not knowledgeable on the topic but this thread has really helped me feel less alone
shrooms have never made me confront s*** but def shows me stuff
if anything shrooms just make it easier or cause me to full on dissociate. both times i've forgotten who and where i was and i don't fully remember for like 10-20 minutes
this happens on huge traumas or huge anxiety levels, your brain "numbs" your sensations so you able to not go insane
is s*** and ruined years for me, but try just think this way
this more common then yall think, took me years to find someone irl that have it tho, but there a lot of people
it’s called depression bud. it’s a side effect n i experienced it today. I’m trying to get over it tonight
it’s called depression bud. it’s a side effect n i experienced it today. I’m trying to get over it tonight
Ive experienceed this before I was ever truly depressed tbh. Some of my earliest memories were staring at walls and feeling like I was in virtual reality
Ya'll ever get those moments of depersonalization where you feel detached and like your in a dream? Moments of derealization where nothing feels real?
I took a 125 mg edible and at the peak of the high I was feeling a lot of depersonalization. The bad trip started to hit. Everything felt so foreign and I couldn't believe I was me. Felt so fake. I started having an anxiety attack and I couldn't get myself to calm down. Worst feeling in the world then I went to sleep. It still lingers a little bit but my mind has settled for the most part.
any of yall deal with these feelings?
had this before. stop consuming weed. only way to get rid of it. it will get worse the more u consume
I feel like that all the time, no kidding. It used to be pretty scary but now it’s like my new reality.
did shroomies so much when I was young that I'm fully intune with who I am, I guess it's just self-awareness .. embrace the experience OP
I got home tonight after hanging out with some friends and I had this weird feeling, short and sweet, I was just like "wtf is this me, who am I?" and that was that. Strange.
it’s called depression bud. it’s a side effect n i experienced it today. I’m trying to get over it tonight
It's not the same at all imo
It's not the same at all imo
wdym. i’m saying i literally go through that.
Ive experienceed this before I was ever truly depressed tbh. Some of my earliest memories were staring at walls and feeling like I was in virtual reality
i’m sure you just didn’t know you were depressed. I was when i was started the 3rd grade but i didn’t even understand what that or anxiety was until high school.
wdym. i’m saying i literally go through that.
I’ve been depressed before and been through depersonalization, they’re two different experiences. You could obviously go through both at the same time but they are different.
I don’t know if this is exactly what ppl are talking about itt but when i really start to ponder about being myself and not anyone else and the present being this thing that’s currently happening and me not being an spectator but actually having agency, I really start to feel like I’m watching a movie from my POV. And It’s like such a strong feeling to actually realize we could be living anything but we came to be experiencing our own life. kinda cringe
does anyone feel like music helped them a little bit white experiencing this?
Yeah. for me it was going through childhood memories/ childhood content or things I used to do you gotta link yourself to something.