Maybe buy a Wii and play some Wii tennis
Love isn’t always the honeymoon phase, the high levels of attraction & excitement like they make it seem in the movies…it can come and go, especially if you have personal stuff going on, but the beauty of love is you make sacrifices and stay around during those lows because they are your person.
I struggled with stuff like that here and there with my girl and we are now engaged to be married in a few months and i couldn’t be happier.
Love is never perfect, there will be days you wonder if it is all worth it, but it is, when you have that inseparable bond & vulnerability you can’t get from anyone else.
I don’t know you much OP but as someone who had similar feelings and stuck around though it, I’m very happy I did so and would have regretted it so much had I not.
Best of luck my friend
We miss u....