Just say it man.

I dont find enjoyment in things that I used to like back then.

Things that i do alone like playing games, making art, browsing the internet.

Am I depressed ? or am I changing ? im really not sure.

My thinking at the moment is that I want to just connect and hangout with people. Whenever I'm not, I don't feel good. Its like as if I have to always be around people to be happy.

I dont have a lot of friends, by that I mean like friends I can talk to about my life and not be judged.

Is there something wrong with just trying to be around people ? I just dont want to feel alone and lonely.

FUCCCCK I hate this feeling man.

f***in hate when my weekends are wasted away doing bull s***

also hate that i lost my passion and have no creative hobbies anymore

have you tried changing the way you think and your thinking ?

same man, I lost all my creative passion and i hate that all I'm doing is browsing the internet all day and wasting my f***ing time here.

I just want to be hanging out with friends, go out, connect with people and have genuine connection.

GAH f***

im sorry about your loss man. Just replying to this, I cant imagine what you and the fam are going thru right now. Hope you have better days ahead fam.

I've focused so much on my career, working day-night, 18-25 just to get to where I am atm. But the thing is,

i feel like I've missed out on a lot of s*** when i worked. like hanging out with friends, connecting with people, relationships and be less of a flake and a d***. My social anxiety and narcissism really f***ed me over and I hate the fact that I feel this way. I cant even blame my parents.

Is it really worth it having a stable career but have no friends and no social life in return ?

focus on urself check in with ur friends go to the gym go on walks volunteer

dawg i already made a vent thread
ktt2.com/vent-thread-32487116

keep immersing yourself with art it will comfort the disturbed and hopefully give you inspiration

Don’t give up dude ❤️

That question too real

key to life is balance my friend

thats also why its very difficult

keep trying

seems like u read my mind wtf idk i think im just getting older lol

i mean this one has you both beat by 30k posts ktt2.com/whats-on-your-mind-1808

WOYM thread is s*** anyways

Working 7 days in a row at my job I’m 19 and everyone here is either a year younger or 2 years older and they don’t do s*** I’m boutta quit

stop wasting your time dawg
Just do something productive
Take your music s*** seriously
Take your diet seriously
Take your college s*** seriously
Stop hitting up chicks for useless s***
They don‘t make you happy
When was the last time you was happy with yourself?

my s*** diet is kicking my ass

I feel like I've avoided this question ever since I started working and focusing on that goal (career) now I'm here, its not really that good, feeling wise.

Alone, just me, the money and people tryna be friends with you... not for you but what you are to them and what they can get from you.

I really didnt think this thru.

My parents were never present when I grew up. My father had another family, my mom was working overseas. I never had parental guidance and role models. I feel like I'm really f***ed in the head.

im really relating to that one rx song where he says he wants to kill himself

on god

my body be hurtin on the daily

Been anxious as s*** as of late.Tryna get my s*** straightened out but no motivation to sit down and really work the details out. I f***ing hate it so much. That being said, I gotta keep moving snd doing s*** every day to get it figured out cause I hate where I’m at right now in life and need to do more for myself