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  • Jul 17, 2021

    Just say it man.

  • Jul 17, 2021
    2 replies

    I dont find enjoyment in things that I used to like back then.

    Things that i do alone like playing games, making art, browsing the internet.

    Am I depressed ? or am I changing ? im really not sure.

    My thinking at the moment is that I want to just connect and hangout with people. Whenever I'm not, I don't feel good. Its like as if I have to always be around people to be happy.

    I dont have a lot of friends, by that I mean like friends I can talk to about my life and not be judged.

    Is there something wrong with just trying to be around people ? I just dont want to feel alone and lonely.

    FUCCCCK I hate this feeling man.

  • Jul 17, 2021

    f***in hate when my weekends are wasted away doing bull s***

  • Jul 17, 2021
    4 replies

    also hate that i lost my passion and have no creative hobbies anymore

  • Jul 17, 2021
    1 reply

    have you tried changing the way you think and your thinking ?

  • Jul 17, 2021
    hot pancakes

    also hate that i lost my passion and have no creative hobbies anymore

    same man, I lost all my creative passion and i hate that all I'm doing is browsing the internet all day and wasting my f***ing time here.

    I just want to be hanging out with friends, go out, connect with people and have genuine connection.

    GAH f***

  • Jul 17, 2021
    1 reply

    im sorry about your loss man. Just replying to this, I cant imagine what you and the fam are going thru right now. Hope you have better days ahead fam.

  • Jul 17, 2021
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    I've focused so much on my career, working day-night, 18-25 just to get to where I am atm. But the thing is,

    i feel like I've missed out on a lot of s*** when i worked. like hanging out with friends, connecting with people, relationships and be less of a flake and a d***. My social anxiety and narcissism really f***ed me over and I hate the fact that I feel this way. I cant even blame my parents.

    Is it really worth it having a stable career but have no friends and no social life in return ?

  • Jul 17, 2021
    flipflops_
    路 edited

    I've focused so much on my career, working day-night, 18-25 just to get to where I am atm. But the thing is,

    i feel like I've missed out on a lot of s*** when i worked. like hanging out with friends, connecting with people, relationships and be less of a flake and a d***. My social anxiety and narcissism really f***ed me over and I hate the fact that I feel this way. I cant even blame my parents.

    Is it really worth it having a stable career but have no friends and no social life in return ?

    focus on urself check in with ur friends go to the gym go on walks volunteer

  • Jul 17, 2021
    1 reply

    dawg i already made a vent thread
    ktt2.com/vent-thread-32487116

  • Jul 17, 2021
    hot pancakes

    also hate that i lost my passion and have no creative hobbies anymore

    keep immersing yourself with art it will comfort the disturbed and hopefully give you inspiration

  • Jul 17, 2021
    hot pancakes

    also hate that i lost my passion and have no creative hobbies anymore

    Don鈥檛 give up dude 鉂わ笍

  • Jul 17, 2021
    1 reply
    flipflops_

    I've focused so much on my career, working day-night, 18-25 just to get to where I am atm. But the thing is,

    i feel like I've missed out on a lot of s*** when i worked. like hanging out with friends, connecting with people, relationships and be less of a flake and a d***. My social anxiety and narcissism really f***ed me over and I hate the fact that I feel this way. I cant even blame my parents.

    Is it really worth it having a stable career but have no friends and no social life in return ?

    That question too real

  • Jul 17, 2021
    flipflops_

    I've focused so much on my career, working day-night, 18-25 just to get to where I am atm. But the thing is,

    i feel like I've missed out on a lot of s*** when i worked. like hanging out with friends, connecting with people, relationships and be less of a flake and a d***. My social anxiety and narcissism really f***ed me over and I hate the fact that I feel this way. I cant even blame my parents.

    Is it really worth it having a stable career but have no friends and no social life in return ?

    key to life is balance my friend

    thats also why its very difficult

    keep trying

  • Jul 17, 2021
    flipflops_

    I dont find enjoyment in things that I used to like back then.

    Things that i do alone like playing games, making art, browsing the internet.

    Am I depressed ? or am I changing ? im really not sure.

    My thinking at the moment is that I want to just connect and hangout with people. Whenever I'm not, I don't feel good. Its like as if I have to always be around people to be happy.

    I dont have a lot of friends, by that I mean like friends I can talk to about my life and not be judged.

    Is there something wrong with just trying to be around people ? I just dont want to feel alone and lonely.

    FUCCCCK I hate this feeling man.

    seems like u read my mind wtf idk i think im just getting older lol

  • Jul 17, 2021
    1 reply
    XenoMorph

    dawg i already made a vent thread
    https://ktt2.com/vent-thread-32487116

    i mean this one has you both beat by 30k posts ktt2.com/whats-on-your-mind-1808

  • Jul 17, 2021
    ferris

    i mean this one has you both beat by 30k posts https://ktt2.com/whats-on-your-mind-1808

    WOYM thread is s*** anyways

  • Jul 17, 2021

    Working 7 days in a row at my job I鈥檓 19 and everyone here is either a year younger or 2 years older and they don鈥檛 do s*** I鈥檓 boutta quit

  • Jul 17, 2021
    2 replies

    stop wasting your time dawg
    Just do something productive
    Take your music s*** seriously
    Take your diet seriously
    Take your college s*** seriously
    Stop hitting up chicks for useless s***
    They don鈥榯 make you happy
    When was the last time you was happy with yourself?

  • Jul 17, 2021
    1 reply

    my s*** diet is kicking my ass

  • Jul 17, 2021
    dxz99

    That question too real

    I feel like I've avoided this question ever since I started working and focusing on that goal (career) now I'm here, its not really that good, feeling wise.

    Alone, just me, the money and people tryna be friends with you... not for you but what you are to them and what they can get from you.

    I really didnt think this thru.

    My parents were never present when I grew up. My father had another family, my mom was working overseas. I never had parental guidance and role models. I feel like I'm really f***ed in the head.

  • Jul 17, 2021
    1 reply

    im really relating to that one rx song where he says he wants to kill himself

  • Jul 17, 2021
    2 replies
    Bestowed

    my s*** diet is kicking my ass

    on god

    my body be hurtin on the daily

  • Hi-C 馃
    Jul 17, 2021
    1 reply

    Been anxious as s*** as of late.Tryna get my s*** straightened out but no motivation to sit down and really work the details out. I f***ing hate it so much. That being said, I gotta keep moving snd doing s*** every day to get it figured out cause I hate where I鈥檓 at right now in life and need to do more for myself