also hate that i lost my passion and have no creative hobbies anymore
Yo, you ever taken a week and removed all the daily information you're consuming? You might just need a reset.
Something from some sort of media or activity is draining you of your creativity. Find that and remove it.
Even tho I work hard at my hobbies and i try to believe in myself i feel like im not gonna get where i want with them. I see people doing better then me and get frustrated ik it's a disgusting feeling and that i shouldn't feel that way but it just happens. People tell me im talented but what good is that if i can't reach my goals.
i'm so scared of the future i want to die before 20
the more you learn about the future, the less there is to be afraid of.
Even tho I work hard at my hobbies and i try to believe in myself i feel like im not gonna get where i want with them. I see people doing better then me and get frustrated ik it's a disgusting feeling and that i shouldn't feel that way but it just happens. People tell me im talented but what good is that if i can't reach my goals.
I’m the same, don’t kick yourself too much and keep moving forward
stop wasting your time dawg
Just do something productive
Take your music s*** seriously
Take your diet seriously
Take your college s*** seriously
Stop hitting up chicks for useless s***
They don‘t make you happy
When was the last time you was happy with yourself?
I dont trust myself
I often hide in imagined spaces. Im way too comfortable with treating my life as optional
My mother is getting older and my father is itching to leave and marry again. What am I doing?
I’ve never had thoughts of taking my life but every other day I imagine a world where I dissolve away. Noone to hurt cuz memories of me are wiped away. Whats the difference.
And on the days i dont im all smiles. What a joke. Everything I do is an act. I dont feel real. Even when I achieve success It doesn’t resonate with me. Just another step forward, and then a sheer drop
Need to get my s*** together. Everything I want is just some grinding and hard work away.
the more you learn about the future, the less there is to be afraid of.
thank you bro
I walk around with a feeling a guilt like I’ve done something wrong and have had this feeling for over a decade. I also don’t believe that I’m a good person despite never doing people wrong and I constantly feel like I don’t deserve happiness. I’ve never related to a tv series more than Bojack Horseman.
I need therapy yall
As an artist myself. People will judge you no matter what. Its just how you react and recieve it.
How do you deal with releasing "mediocrity"? I have a fear of embarrassing myself. I think it comes from stuff like critics and s***, makes it feel like there should be a certain way to make things sometimes.
every one of these girls was a lesson
taking a year off to get my body as strong as my mind.
Im always the guy that girls or anyone go to to vent or for affirmation/ positive attention, yet they dont give a F*** about my wellbeing. I vent my feelings and no one cares. They dont owe me nothing, but i sure as hell dont owe them a safe non judgemental space either if the energy isn’t reciprocated. Its been months.
im done being there for people for right now. Too much unnecessary suffering and no one helping me. Cutting all them off. They can all find another dude to use, while i receive Ws in other aspects of my life
Damn he dont let you have friends?
I'm over this convo tbh
Go on with your day now