on god
my body be hurtin on the daily
hate eating deadass
my relationship with food is weird as f***
on god
my body be hurtin on the daily
Going to the grocery store rn to solve this. Just woke up from eating low energy foods (noodles).
I can’t find her
Idk if I ever will
My friends gone
I say that’s fine some more will come
They’re not there
Pain
hate eating deadass
my relationship with food is weird as f***
Gotta get back on my weekly lamb s***. Fresh produce yee hee, good job. Wbu?
stop wasting your time dawg
Just do something productive
Take your music s*** seriously
Take your diet seriously
Take your college s*** seriously
Stop hitting up chicks for useless s***
They don‘t make you happy
When was the last time you was happy with yourself?
idk man, I dont think i was ever happy. I've thought about hanging myself so many times the past 6 years, just randomly crying and not feeling anything.
I wanted this career because I wanted to support my family. BUT they didnt even showed their appreciation or gratitude to me. AND that s*** hurts. They're the only reason i'm still alive.
Friends that I thought were friends, it was always just me asking to hangout but they never hit me up to hangout.
I dont think I ever loved myself either, i try my best to care, be responsible, to know and respect myself but idk, i feel like i've lost motivation on myself to go forward.
Been anxious as s*** as of late.Tryna get my s*** straightened out but no motivation to sit down and really work the details out. I f***ing hate it so much. That being said, I gotta keep moving snd doing s*** every day to get it figured out cause I hate where I’m at right now in life and need to do more for myself
you gon get your bread, king. 👑
Its only up from here for you man. you got this.
im really relating to that one rx song where he says he wants to kill himself
which one family ?
you gon get your bread, king. 👑
Its only up from here for you man. you got this.
Appreciate you my man. Just a lot more work ahead of me but I know I can do it. Just a matter of taking care of my own mental and s*** once I get the opportunity to.
You as well my dude, keep it pushing and stay on the right direction
I've focused so much on my career, working day-night, 18-25 just to get to where I am atm. But the thing is,
i feel like I've missed out on a lot of s*** when i worked. like hanging out with friends, connecting with people, relationships and be less of a flake and a d***. My social anxiety and narcissism really f***ed me over and I hate the fact that I feel this way. I cant even blame my parents.
Is it really worth it having a stable career but have no friends and no social life in return ?
Money over everything
Money over everything
idk man, i've been to both extremes (im not that rich) but I lived and was born to poverty. Having only 1 meal or no meal at all for a day. Drought, starvation, diseases...
at the very least when i was poor, i had family behind me, friends that I can stick with. Moving to a 1st world country with my mom really f***ed with me.
Family over Everything.
I think peanut butter and jelly sandwiches are gross
Tbf, I didn't grow up on em but the idea alone puts me off
still have to try it so I'll probably update this someday with the review
Edit : update
rvi won, I should've never bothered to begin with : it wasn't good, I tried the classic OBJ (peanut butter + strawberry jelly) and the Elvis favorite with bananas then grilled
It's a bad combo imo but not that gross either , nothing special and I won't ever try it again.
I wonder who came up with this idea? Is it a Big spread marketing ploy to make people buy two spreads instead of one? Or just some random person who actually liked it, popularized it? Hmmmm
I think peanut butter and jelly sandwiches are gross
Tbf, I didn't grow up on em but the idea alone puts me off
still have to try it so I'll probably update this someday with the review
Edit : update
rvi won, I should've never bothered to begin with : it wasn't good, I tried the classic OBJ (peanut butter + strawberry jelly) and the Elvis favorite with bananas then grilled
It's a bad combo imo but not that gross either , nothing special and I won't ever try it again.
I wonder who came up with this idea? Is it a Big spread marketing ploy to make people buy two spreads instead of one? Or just some random person who actually liked it, popularized it? Hmmmm
use crunchy u not gonna like creamy
I dont find enjoyment in things that I used to like back then.
Things that i do alone like playing games, making art, browsing the internet.
Am I depressed ? or am I changing ? im really not sure.
My thinking at the moment is that I want to just connect and hangout with people. Whenever I'm not, I don't feel good. Its like as if I have to always be around people to be happy.
I dont have a lot of friends, by that I mean like friends I can talk to about my life and not be judged.
Is there something wrong with just trying to be around people ? I just dont want to feel alone and lonely.
FUCCCCK I hate this feeling man.
Man, this hit home. Feel like with things opening up, it'll definitely help in coming across people like in school, or just out and about in stores.
It's essential to be self-sufficient though.
idk man, I dont think i was ever happy. I've thought about hanging myself so many times the past 6 years, just randomly crying and not feeling anything.
I wanted this career because I wanted to support my family. BUT they didnt even showed their appreciation or gratitude to me. AND that s*** hurts. They're the only reason i'm still alive.
Friends that I thought were friends, it was always just me asking to hangout but they never hit me up to hangout.
I dont think I ever loved myself either, i try my best to care, be responsible, to know and respect myself but idk, i feel like i've lost motivation on myself to go forward.
My post is a monologue but I feel u OP. I think your familiy is proud even if they don’t say it to you. Life is a b**** - we gotta figure out what our purpose is
My friend just had to break down the door of her bathroom with her father because her cousin had locked herself in. Opened it to find her cousin covered in blood having slit her wrists. My friend had to try and stop those wounds while the ambulance arrived. A lot of people cry over bullshit and feel self pity when you don't know real traumatic s***. I know someone who had to come home as a child to find their parent swinging from the ceiling. Stop crying about girls and s*** your problems are not problems they are minor inconveniences
I'm sorry everyone is allowed to feel depressed and stressed over s*** that's less than that but that's what I'm feeling right now and it's a self reminder too
My friend just had to break down the door of her bathroom with her father because her cousin had locked herself in. Opened it to find her cousin covered in blood having slit her wrists. My friend had to try and stop those wounds while the ambulance arrived. A lot of people cry over bullshit and feel self pity when you don't know real traumatic s***. I know someone who had to come home as a child to find their parent swinging from the ceiling. Stop crying about girls and s*** your problems are not problems they are minor inconveniences
I'm sorry everyone is allowed to feel depressed and stressed over s*** that's less than that but that's what I'm feeling right now and it's a self reminder too
if u think like this belittling peoples problems and stuff youre enabling this stuff to keep happening indirectly
if u think like this belittling peoples problems and stuff youre enabling this stuff to keep happening indirectly
Hey man that's what I was feeling and it was at myself as much as anyone else
My friend just had to break down the door of her bathroom with her father because her cousin had locked herself in. Opened it to find her cousin covered in blood having slit her wrists. My friend had to try and stop those wounds while the ambulance arrived. A lot of people cry over bullshit and feel self pity when you don't know real traumatic s***. I know someone who had to come home as a child to find their parent swinging from the ceiling. Stop crying about girls and s*** your problems are not problems they are minor inconveniences
I'm sorry everyone is allowed to feel depressed and stressed over s*** that's less than that but that's what I'm feeling right now and it's a self reminder too
Edit: ignore this I was idiotic
Hey man that's what I was feeling and it was at myself as much as anyone else
my fault im sorry, be kind to yourself
i miss the f*** out of my ex girlfriend so f***ing bad but i know shes bein a hoe and probably wont reply to my s*** if i reach out
My friend just had to break down the door of her bathroom with her father because her cousin had locked herself in. Opened it to find her cousin covered in blood having slit her wrists. My friend had to try and stop those wounds while the ambulance arrived. A lot of people cry over bullshit and feel self pity when you don't know real traumatic s***. I know someone who had to come home as a child to find their parent swinging from the ceiling. Stop crying about girls and s*** your problems are not problems they are minor inconveniences
I'm sorry everyone is allowed to feel depressed and stressed over s*** that's less than that but that's what I'm feeling right now and it's a self reminder too
im sorry about that man. Thanks for sharing your experience and giving me a new perspective.