Become a shell of my former self, still smiling and in a happy mood for my people, but slowly lose trust in those around me/question on an existential level how/why I feel so alone
Then I do d****, f*** hoes, and make music. Pray to Allah for repentance for the former two.
Rinse, repeat
that entire second paragraph is a bar
The heart doesn't break. It gets exercised.
We’ve all been there at least once op, your life is not over and while you may not be able to get a better b**** you most certainly will eventually get a badder b****
Keep your head up and dont be ashamed to grieve the loss
been 2,5 years, i think im 65% done
its s***ty tho, im currently in my first real relationship after it, its cool but i don't feel like im totally over it , need more time i guess
Reflected
Adapted
I stayed away from social contact
Didn't force myself either into social groups
I looked after what i did wrong and what she did wrong
I accepted
Worked on myself again, on my life again
I asked for advice with ma parents
Till I got back on track
I listen to this beautiful Album that mainly deals with heartbreak and by the time the tracklist gets to Mr Big bass solo part I have a big smile on my face
I cried then got really drunk in Vegas two days ago and partied. Im not done grieving but I feel 70% better
Gotta get in the gym though too
keep up the good work
Hard to answer . I plan on marrying my girl if we broke up I don’t even know what I’d do. Probably relapse
Not healthy to rely on her emotionally like that