Catch a lap

Sounds like it could be a whole lot worse, I’m about to be 18 and I have like 2 friends and absolutely no social life, I used to be outside everyday with my friends doing fun s*** now I just stay inside and smoke weed

I've been trying to improve myself for a while but I literally can't stop hating myself for f***ing up

Its a process to find self love. It's not a switch you can flip. Keep making improvements and youll feel better. Promise that.

Yk there’s girls that are into fat dudes or don’t mind them? Might be a lil hard to filter them out but they’re out there

I'm past the threshold of even looking like a normal person tho. I legit dont think I've ever met anyone genuinely attracted to me

You are still young

Dude I went back to your old thread to check out the picture you posted and you look like you could be pulling b****es if you were just more confident, I get it though I’m kinda like you but not as bad with the shaming myself. I know many others have said this already but you should really go see a therapist. If not just start going on walks or some s***, get a hobby, anything to distract you

Think i will go to eternal sleep in a few weeks tbh, 23 here

I've tried all that stuff and it might help for a short moment at the end of the day I'm always disgusted with myself

Even tho I been feeling mad dusty and anxious after reaching 20, you/we still young bro. I still do most of the s*** I did when I was 18, just to a lower degree

I feel like 16-22 should be one of the better if not the best period of someone’s life

Whatever you wanna do your body can still handle (other than juul 24/7)

How depressing can a middle-upper class persons life be to where they wanna die in their mid 20s there’s an existential chance there’s no reincarnation or after life and you niggas don’t wanna see as much time as possible

Yep and I completely wasted those years lmao

When u gotta spend every day looking at someone like me in the mirror it takes a toll on you

At least you spent it eating whatever you want.

nigga you 23 you right at the right age for partying.
LMAO

Life and fun is not over at 23 nor is 23 old. I have soooooo much more fun in my mid/late 20s than I did in my early 20s or adolescence. I have money and the independence to travel, go to events, and have lots of fun. Also the older you get, the wider you become and the less you give a f about what people think or what they're doing.

Late 20s > early 20s all day fam

Yeah I know I'm technically not old yet but I still can't forgive myself for all those years I wasted

I don't know if this helps but I always loved the sentiment.

"Once you miss your shot, all you have left is your freedom"

Make the best of the time you have left. 23 is not old lmao you ain’t thinking straight man!

If you really feel you wasted those years don’t make the same mistake with these next great years you got coming up 👍🏼

Stop smoking. Best decision I’ve ever made tbh