Mar 8, 2020
SAMUELIt's natural OP. You're not supposed to feel normal at around 18. You're kinda realizing that everything is basically bullshit and constructs.
The thing is everyone feels this way. Majority of people just lied to themselves so many times that they're more comfortable acting.... "playing human" then actually being it.
Also, we're Gen Z. We were kinda bred to have an aversion to socialization and contempt for empty conversation.
You'll be cool.
Advice: Find a hobby and obsess over it. Something that can make you money because by 25 you'll have built a skill that'll make you bank.
Man idk until last year I hadn’t had a friend since the 6th Grade. All throughout Middle School and High School I had no friends. I don’t feel like that’s normal. If this was normal I feel like the suicide rate would be way higher.
- Mar 8, 2020·1 reply
shadoh wow
Yea I’m a baby I’m also 6’4 and like 240 lbs imagine how strange I look 😂😂😂
- Mar 8, 2020
BladeBruh go to bed😂😂😂🤦♂️
No b**** I’m grown I do what I want
Mar 8, 2020·1 replyTOKYOFROMTHEWESTYea I’m a baby I’m also 6’4 and like 240 lbs imagine how strange I look 😂😂😂
man that sounds intimidating. i bet you aren't faking a warm smile on your face by the way you see life. a big dude like you has to be approchable to people.
tho, i think what would really help is getting in touch w/ yourself. like meditation- Mar 8, 2020intruder
man that sounds intimidating. i bet you aren't faking a warm smile on your face by the way you see life. a big dude like you has to be approchable to people.
tho, i think what would really help is getting in touch w/ yourself. like meditationI’m trying. It’s hard bc I really don’t know how be approachable. I’ve never been that type of person.
proper 🔩Mar 8, 2020then leave b****
- Mar 8, 2020TOKYOFROMTHEWEST
This isn’t suicidal at all I’m not suicidal anymore. Even though I feel like my mental health is getting way better whenever I try to interact with other humans it’s painfully obvious to me that I have no idea what I’m doing. I don’t understand how this comes naturally to everyone else and even when I look this up on the internet I can’t find anyone else that feels like this. Idk maybe this is just my depersonalization but I really feel like I’m not meant to be here. Like my soul was supposed to be in another thing’s body on a different planet.
man i almost cried reading this like i feel like this all the time and you worded it so well
Mar 8, 2020·1 replyreally fitting in to the anime avi stereotype huh op
- Mar 8, 2020·1 replygenghiskharti
really fitting in to the anime avi stereotype huh op
Did u miss the part when I said I was 6’4 and 240 lbs. Most people irl don’t expect me to watch anime.
- Mar 8, 2020·1 replyTOKYOFROMTHEWEST
Did u miss the part when I said I was 6’4 and 240 lbs. Most people irl don’t expect me to watch anime.
my man your post alone is enough
- Mar 8, 2020·1 replygenghiskharti
my man your post alone is enough
I guess. There’s probably a correlation between social outcasts and seeking out something like anime, which tends to cater to fantasies socially inept people usually have. But I’ve been watching anime since I was a kid so it doesn’t apply to me I’m just guessing.
- Mar 8, 2020TOKYOFROMTHEWEST
I guess. There’s probably a correlation between social outcasts and seeking out something like anime, which tends to cater to fantasies socially inept people usually have. But I’ve been watching anime since I was a kid so it doesn’t apply to me I’m just guessing.
my brother. you are thinking way to much into this.
- Mar 8, 2020
just like an anime avi would
Mar 8, 2020Aye Op you're not a social outcast. You just gotta work on the person you want to be. Nothing ever comes easy. Take it one day at a time and develop practice. There reason why it looks natural to some people is that their socializing skillset hasn't become rusty. Just take steps forward and be vocal everybody starts somewhere.
You're also young and you got your youth If you were 30+ I'd be worried bout you.
Mmm Hmm 😆Mar 8, 2020·1 replyTOKYOFROMTHEWESTMan you have no idea how long I’ve wanted a friend like that. I’ve literally had dreams of having a real friend. It’s so sad I can’t believe this is so hard for me.
I never thought i would find mine.
But i did.
We've been together since 2017.
So dont give up op.- Mar 8, 2020
🛸🖖😂💯
Mar 8, 2020Eternal Atake out now
Mar 8, 2020·1 replyMmm HmmI never thought i would find mine.
But i did.
We've been together since 2017.
So dont give up op.been that long already? luv u too babe
Mar 8, 2020TOKYOFROMTHEWESTLess than 19
You still got time
Go hard next few years on self improvement before you start losing hope
- Mar 8, 2020
I just left Houston...I just left EARF
Mar 8, 2020TOKYOFROMTHEWESTThis isn’t suicidal at all I’m not suicidal anymore. Even though I feel like my mental health is getting way better whenever I try to interact with other humans it’s painfully obvious to me that I have no idea what I’m doing. I don’t understand how this comes naturally to everyone else and even when I look this up on the internet I can’t find anyone else that feels like this. Idk maybe this is just my depersonalization but I really feel like I’m not meant to be here. Like my soul was supposed to be in another thing’s body on a different planet.
damn op you gonna move to the moon or something?
Mar 8, 2020·1 replyTOKYOFROMTHEWESTLess than 19
Why didn’t you just say 18 jerk
Mar 8, 2020my home is... ASTROWORLD
Mar 8, 2020·1 replyYou have to make an effort to talk to more people and go out more. This can be facilitated by joining clubs and stuff. Socializing looks easy to people because they had the luxury of doing it for a long time so they've been practicing a while. You need to practice talking to people more and it'll come easier. Make the effort
- Mmm Hmm 😆Mar 8, 2020Titty
been that long already? luv u too babe
