I know I have depersonalization too. I’m just saying that maybe me having it so often has made me disillusioned with the world.
Why didn’t you just say 18 jerk
Because I’m too cool I have to speak in riddles
You have to make an effort to talk to more people and go out more. This can be facilitated by joining clubs and stuff. Socializing looks easy to people because they had the luxury of doing it for a long time so they've been practicing a while. You need to practice talking to people more and it'll come easier. Make the effort
Find something you really care about, anything... Make that a hobbie so that way you'll meet like minded individuals who are searching for the same thing. Create healthy habits, like exercising a bit everyday (do it at home, some push ups, abs, wtv...) .
Most importantly, if you have a lot of free time in your hands, keep yourself BUSY. It's true that "an empty mind is devil's workshop"... If you are not doing anything useful and engage with the world like all living things this should, you will most likely will become destructive to yourself or/and to others....
You belong here, trust me. We all do, but sometimes we lose your ways and judgments gets clouded, we may think we are weak but i firmly think we all have something to give to the world and are unbelievably resilient beings
I thought about this bc I was reflecting on how many potential girlfriends I could’ve had but didn’t get bc I was too socially dumb to know what to say. Like it’s even happening right now. I have a gorgeous woman that’s interested in me but I feel like it’s not gonna go anywhere bc I f*** every social situation up. I know it’s probably not hopeless but damn that s*** really f***s up my morale. Like I’ve wanted to “be in love” since I was a child and now I can’t even do that. It hurts.