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telling yourself that your life aint s*** is your first mistake. Lay down the problems of why your life is 'miserable" and figure it out bro. How old are you?

Sorry to hear man. Yeah life is f***ing rough at the moment, but if I could give any advice to someone it would be: FIND something you enjoy and stick with it for a hobby. I agree life can be so f***ing dull during COVID. Like I find myself (even in a marriage) just so confused and bored with life. I feel that. It's difficult to get any sort of enjoyment during this time, but the one thing I'll say is finding something you enjoy and spending free time doing it helps. It helps alot.

Perhaps you could talk to a therapist if you aren't already. Just getting all that s*** out there helps alot to be honest.

My guy, the answer is out there, you just haven’t found it yet and that’s okay but you won’t find it if you stop trying

You’re gonna die regardless so just look at it like every good moment/feeling you have from this moment till then is icing on the cake

Congrats on ur marriage bro, thanks for the advice

22 years of misery

Life gets you down but you gotta stay up.

Also you could kill yourself and be instantly reborn as a cockroach or a slave back when they use to kill niggas wit rocks or some way worse s*** than whatever u got going on lol

Stay Up OP

For sure. Message me if you need to talk bro. All of us are lowkey in the struggle.

Bro yous still a baby, how you wanna give up when you haven’t even seen or done a fraction of what’s out there

True true, I just don’t feel like nothing out there has anything that would change my perspective

Relax bro.

would you mind sharing what issues you have that are causing this mindset?

we gon make it bra i swear

Yea but that’s just the depression talking and trying to keep you down...but logically that isn’t true. You can’t know how something will make you feel until it happens and one day you are gonna experience something that is gonna flood your brain with that happy, you won’t even see it coming, trust.

A lot of suicidal threads lately.

praying for you bro. you will find your way

Stay up @op

I swear you'll get through it. Peace to you man

That’s impossible, there’s infinite perspectives.

call a suicide help line mane they have helped me a few times you got this life is worth living go to the park and feed some ducks youll be like holy f*** life is dope

See some okay advice here so I'll add this: suicide is actually pretty hard to pull off. If you f*** it up you might end up severely impaired, making you even more miserable than you feel right now. The succesful methods also tend to leave a grim scene for the person that will have the traumatizing experience of finding someone dead. Speaking from experience as someone who's attempted it once and was close to doing it again.

Wait, you can be reincarnated into the past? Aw hell na