That’s the scary part who the f*** knows lmao

You need a psychiatrist

same

Imagine if youve only lived in the future in your previous lives and youre now currently living 10,000 years in the past from your previous life.

the real peace comes when you find peace w the unchangeable s***

wishing u the best OP, i been there too bro bro

what exactly is causing your depression? is it a specific issue you can identify

U fine dog u have a ktt account privileged mf

f*** this s*** bro. If we can’t change s*** the whole concept of change is at best misunderstood at worst a motherfucking lie

Make a gratitude list man. If you have a roof over your head be grateful. A bed to sleep in be grateful. Running water and electricity, be grateful. Food in the fridge, be grateful. There are people sleeping in a bush in a jungle and s***ting in holes with no clean clothes.

Do you have someone who loves you? Mom dad grandparent friend?

Humble yourself and you will find happiness. There are so many people who are worse of and have no prospect of improving there life.

it’s something you’ll get past. it may not seem feasible now but as long as you press on a day will come when you look back at this stuff and don’t even know why you were so down. stay up g

not really, i don't really see how something that's unchangeable invalidates change

i obviously can't comment on what you're going through since i don't know, but there's always going to be something(s) you can't change. one thing you can change, though, is how you react to those unchangeable things. it's a lot better than sulking about it, you know?

at the end of the day, we all gotta keep moving forward. there's always gonna be s***ty s***, but you keep on fightin. you got a whole life to live man!

@op i dont have any deep wisdom to share but pls stick around

The only thing you can control and change are your behaviors, thoughts, and actions. You have to accept the things you cannot change.

It seems like you need a little tough love too kid. You need to get rid of this victim mentality. It doesnt matter what has happened or what other people do. You are solely responsible for your thoughts and feelings. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and take some action to improve your mental health

f*** this I’m checking out in May

don't man like suicide is difficult to pull off the botched attempts go unreported but it will leave you worse off

just got to find something you love b

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me too man we’ll be ight

If that’s how you feel that’s your decision

Whatever pain you’re experiencing just know it’s temporary

Bro start to meditate & listen to affirmations.

You're a loser

Bro as someone who’s around your age was ready to leave this earth like 18 months ago

Please don’t. honestly it life only gets better, but it takes time. I’d be sick if I killed myself, I wouldn’t be able to enjoy anything of the good things that’s happening now.

And also bro the bad days are what makes the goods days enjoyable. Because, you felt how s***ty things could be, and when those days get better you’ll appreciate those days much more.

I’m no superhero, psychologist or anything like that but I’ll tell you what I did to get through those days where I just wanted to end it all. And, hopefully me sharing this can help you.

I just made a goal to wake up the next day. I know that’s the barest of minimums, but at the time I felt like I couldn’t do anything right. I f***ed up a really good job opportunity, ruined a potential relationship, ruined a friendship, and was dealing with my sexuality. I felt like everything I did my all life was all for nothing, the struggles, the success, everything was for nothing, because when it came time to execute on everything I learned I failed.

So the one thing I could do right was wake up.

So once I was up I’d try to do other things, go for a walk, call a friend, get good at something, anything that wasnt killing myself. Also I was lucky to have a therapist that could challenge the way I was thinking and change my perspective. But talking to other people really helped me through it too.

I’m not sure why you feel the way you do op, but you can get through this, you’re worth a f***, its not gonna be easy, but s*** the best things in life aren’t. Please op take the baby steps you need to take to not feel this way.

Also everyone itt is saying find something you love, and BELIEVE ME I know how difficult that can be when you feel the way you do. People told me the same thing and I wanted to backhand everyone of them 😅, but they were right.

That steps comes much later tho, first you need get out of this line of thinking you have, really challenge yourself to think opposite of what you’re thinking now. Just focus on that challenging your thoughts. Eventually you’ll come to a point where you’ll start believing that maybe life IS worth living, and then from there you can start finding things that give your life value. But you gotta start with those baby steps. Continue to keep waking up, continue to challenge those thoughts. And I’m telling you things will slowly get better. Don’t beat yourself up when the thoughts get the better of you too! Even me I have days where I think “shoot Sunday would be a perfect day to die”, but I challenge that thought, and make a goal to wake up Monday morning.

Doing this since 2019 helped me a lot even through the pandemic, even being lost after graduating, even after ruining another friendship, f***ing up two opportunities to work at two big tech companies with a really good salary and relocation bonuses.

But challenging the way I thought helped me see that life comes with highs and lows. And the good days would suck if I never knew what a bad day felt like. So instead of feeling like a failure again, and that once again everything I worked for was for nothing, I felt like I just made a mistake. And, if I can go from wanting to kill myself to loving life, I can recover from this mistake.

@op You can get through this, you can make the small changes, you’re worth a f***, and you’ll see brighter days. Just as long as you make that your goal and ensure that you keep waking up.

A lot of people are going through this rn, im one of them. Life is f***ing ass, especially rn but I know things will get better with time and I believe your situation will too. I've thought about suicide before but like another poster said we're gonna die anyways, there's still good moments to be had even if you can't realize that rn and im speaking from experience. It's not gonna happen overnight but I've been slowly getting better for a little while now ot just takes time, believe me man the world will miss you if you're gone